Todd Dereck Taylor

Every child deserves great memories and a safe childhood, to reflect on as they grow. It secures us as humans later in life of how we will feel about ourselves. Helps us to be confident and well adjusted when we know our parents are there. Todd Taylor had a big heart and all he wanted was love. Most people don’t know him they way I did, he grew up with dangerous all around him and parents who were unstable and irresponsible. He didn’t have the kind of upbringing that gave the emotional security we need as humans, as a child does.  My man died yesterday in his sleep on Valentines day and today is his birthday. Over the years he was very ill and I had no help or support from the little family he had, no one cared, no one was there, Lisa and Tina are Shit Family.

A Good Man with a Big Heart » AngryGirl Feminist.com

Here you can show your kindness and send flowers to Todd Dereck Taylor Obituary. Todd loved people and was caring, his family never knew him or appreciated who Todd really was. Todd grew up in the Hollywood Hills with his father Wayne Taylor

I’m going to speak about the man I knew regardless of how we met, which was a vulnerable time in both our lives, we only had each other. Families today don’t stick together at all to give any support, but we both had jobs and worked hard pulling ourselves up. Todd was proud of himself as he changed his life around to be the man he should have been. Todd could only speak the truth and not hold back about his mistakes. He took a chance and was given a job as a security guard and on the side he sold tours through the Hollywood Hills from where he grew up.  I too was proud of him, he was always positive, regardless of the hardships, Todd was very optimistic, which in turn helped me as I am the opposite by nature. We could support each other seeking balance.  I remember the day he was happy as he purchased a microwave for me, knowing how much I wanted one. Todd would always do little things to see me smile and make me happy. This proves when a man loves a woman.

Todd and I, relationship was based on emotions and love unlike most people, not money or materialism. We spent many moments at the park talking and getting exercise, attending concerts, fun stuff to keep our chins up. We learned from each many things, but most of all I was his rock to keep him straight and Todd was the kindness to balance my heart. Todd only wanted someone to love him, because his family didn’t care and was very dysfunctional. When people lack respect and love, it will have us act out. The most important element in life is to always love yourself first.

Todd’s one true passion was Hockey, as a kid he played and played well, he wanted to go pro. I strongly believe he would have, if given the support. Many of us have a destiny already planned, but how we grow up or the lack of support and love, the choices we make, steers us in a different direction. Even though I was at times selfish and upset because of our hardships. I don’t regret the days we spent together. I am glad I was there when no one else was. As you were there for me. I  think of you everyday that passes. Please forgive me for any mistakes I made, I love you so much and miss you. You deserved better, people deserve better.Todd Taylor playing Hockey » AngryGirl Feminist.com

Todd Dereck Taylor 7 Years old » AngryGirl Feminist.com

The first concert I took Todd to see was the Pretenders, and then Melissa Etheridge  with Blondie and Pat Benatar.  Universal Studios Halloween Horror Nights, Medieval Tournaments, carnivals, eating ice cream when it rained. We did many fun things together. Hung out at Venice Beach and we had a favorite place near Roy Rogers state beach. Together we had good times and that is the way I want to remember us, because now he is gone and I just lost my only friend. Todd got so ill at the last few years it was very hard caring for him alone. What hurts the most when the person you love dies, questioning yourself of all the things I didn’t do. I am only one person as I found it disappointing when his own family refuse to be there, they really didn’t care at all.  Most family today is exactly that way. Todd and I were are own family and I loved him I only wish now I should have told him more often.  I was so tired and worn out from everything that happened to us in the end, this kind of pain will take a long time to heal. I just pray from Todd’s personal pain, all his life he can now be at rest with the Creator beyond the Heavens and all the Stars with much Love and Freedom. 

I love you BIG DADDY, I always will. Todd Dereck Taylor 61 years old died 2/14/2022

Todd at Hockey Practice » AngryGirl Feminist.com

People deserve better. Your Free, No one can hurt you again.   Here’s your Favorite Song, by the Animals!

I don’t care what people say about Todd, because if your going to judge someone take a look at yourself first. You never knew Todd as I did and your sure as fuck have no idea how much abuse he was subjected to as a child. No one is asked to be born or have the choice of picking our parents.

Todd was not a violent person or dangerous to himself or society if you choose to be ignorant of what dangerous is, take a look at the false powers and false governments murdering millions of people on a global scale everyday, that is dangerous and violent. Todd was only one man, who was never taught anything or given love like a human being should have when growing up.

Todd was a good person with a big heart, he had shitty family like so many people do, I won’t have anyone mock his memory or his death!   His Favorite Song, by the Animals!