GOOGLE - YOUTUBE SERVICES CATER TO CRIMINALS

Don't get me wrong, I enjoy using the Google browser, but the browser is a small area of the many services this company provides to the public. As for the customer service, it's horrible, you should NEVER buy HOSTING or a DOMAIN from Google or Yahoo, there is NO CUSTOMER SERVICE if anything goes wrong, and you will NEVER get a REFUND if you change your mind about the services.

I've had a few wrongdoings with this unethical company and stealing money is one of them. In addition to this, NO ONE will answer your letter or email for help. Google thinks its FAQs are the answer to all problems, but it's not. Recently I needed to back up some files and the hard drive I purchased wasn't working, so I purchased more storage, 2TB for less than $3 bucks. Then I had a problem with that because it wouldn't upload the files since I had over 40,000 files, but it shouldn't matter, 2TB is plenty of storage, so immediately I requested a refund and I was told NO. No reason just NO! 

Their crap policies shouldn't matter. It's not my fault your shit system doesn't work when purchasing extra storage. A few days later, I received another email indicating my refund would be given back, and I still have not received anything. (WHICH NOW THAT EMAIL HAS MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEARED). I suspect they have a way to get into emails. This is one of a few problems. Years ago I purchased many movies and subscriptions and needed to transfer all of them to one Gmail account since these purchases were on two separate accounts. Finally, I reached out to what I believe was a human being on chat (which I fucken hate) and I'm dealing with a gross incompetent ass wad who was so STUPID she had no idea what to do. How is it that people who are employed at this fucked up company don't know what they're doing? No training or understanding of how to solve problems. 

I know the subscriptions can be transferred to another account, I just wasn't sure how to do this since it's on Google's end, and they control it. Other evidence I have as I sift through the many files Google once stole money from CC, which was on file, and this was during the time I was purchasing movies online. Later they denied it but when are they ever honest about anything? This is why it's not a good idea to leave your CC cards on file with anyone,   how easy it is for them to steal money and later deny it no matter the amount. I HAVE BLOCKED THEM FROM MY CC. Let me indulge you about Instagram, this was before the FINAL bust of CHILD TRAFFICKING and CHILD ABUSE ACROSS THE PLATFORMS, which doesn't seem to bother most people since few have made an effort to leave these platforms and many prefer to stay and endorse such behaviors. So to continue with Instagram I used to have an account linked to another blog and I love the "Japanese Pugs". I saw a photo of a PUG and made a comment which gave this shit platform the excuse to boot me off and blackball my account. 

I said, nothing wrong, but the owner is a child trafficker. No problem with that. Now that I think about what the owner has written, I am going against company policy, because of a harmless remark about the dog? I mean no literal intent, I have no intentions of kidnapping a dog. I am NOT THE ONE TRACKING PEOPLE. This ass-wad Mark Zuckerberg, who is an abuser of children, is lecturing me? SO REPORT MARK!!! If anything you MARK ZUCKERBERG are going against HUMAN POLICY and a Child Murderer, now that you have been busted. The problem is YOU ARE NOT IN PRISON WHERE YOU SHOULD BE! It's obvious the system is rigged to flag down petty remarks that should be monitored by a human if it's really a problem, but that is the cover-up for the millions of children who are being abused by the white man who is a child abuser and human trafficker. This is Zuckerberg's way of covering up his crimes against humanity or at least it was. 

I have a suggestion, place your own kids on the platform and traffic those brats to predators, will it bother you then? It's only okay when it's other human beings, other children! Now that his dirty secret is out Owner of FaceBook, Instagram, Whats App, and Discord have ads running all over YOUTUBE, and if anyone makes comments about this cocksucker, YOUTUBE runs to his defense. You need to be in PRISON FOR LIFE!! What I find disgusting is how the public does nothing to backlash, and why? He is nobody, just another white person abusing the human race like all white people do. Another child predator. YOU DID ME A FAVOR. I DON'T CARE TO SUPPORT CHILD TRAFFICKERS AND CHILD ABUSERS. YOUTUBE is another set of liars and hypocrites run by white people who look the other way with child abuse, pornography, and other crimes against humanity. The difference with YOUTUBE is the flip side for those who earn money and have shared their lives with the world in a positive light. I've noticed numerous people with channels growing food and teaching automotive and DIY, which are great, it's positive, and nothing wrong with that. For those who have gained negative backlash of theft with traffic, videos buried in odd categories irrelevant to where they should be, I too have experienced it. Many people have made money, but you don't need to monetize a site because YOUTUBE does it for you regardless of views, subscribers, or your permission. 

In essence, they break their own rules. When Mark Allen Smith went out of his way to be a pain in my ass YOUTUBE employees deliberately removed my videos, buried them in irrelevant categories, and other fucked up shit. The entire system is rigged just as everything else is in the corrupt nation of ours. It doesn't matter for me to have video or audio on any platform because it is better to have it on your own website. All you have to do is market your site,   and there are plenty of other places you can go that have a positive outlook and are not concerned about sabotaging your work. You need to be mindful that the main reason anyone is on YOUTUBE is because of the traffic. YOUTUBE isn't providing traffic to you, it's already created by the millions of people who join. YOUTUBE IS ONLY CONTROLLING IT. It's because of the people that there is traffic, these guys are not doing anything with the kindness in their heart. It's like going to a bank and opening an account, the bank is in business because of the people and the money they work for. The bank uses that money for other investments and sometimes their personal agenda. It's the same concept with YOUTUBE or any PLATFORM, most people are followers NOT LEADERS. As for the rest of the shit platforms such as TWITTER, it's NOT NEWS its all BULLSHIT WITH PEOPLE GOSSIPING. I see no reason to waste time gossiping, I have better things to do. As for Elon Musk, an overgrown insecure child who can't keep his dick in his pants, GROW UP!!!

MELISSA'S PRODUCE - WHOLES FOOD MARKET - CORNER BAKERY - TARGET - MOTHERS MARKET - UCI HOSPITAL ARE GUILTY OF DISCRIMINATION AND RACISM

Let's examine the jobs for the last 50 years, such as SUPERMARKETS - BURGER JOINTS - PIZZA PLACES, AND RETAIL are businesses that any idiot off the street can perform. If trained, which doesn't require much skill, the job is more physical and sometimes demanding, otherwise it's not hard to work these jobs.  What I have come to realize is all the bullshit in the work environment, such as petty jealousy - people's problems - gossiping and backstabbing, that is the real problem in every work environment regardless of what the employee is expected to do.  Like any job, it's reliability and efficiency which should matter, and being on time.

Business owners are biased and judgmental from the moment a person applies for a position.  The application itself is racist, biased, and discriminatory, towards people of color. Business owners and grossly negligent managers, who are HIRED TO MANAGE A STORE OR ANY COMPANY, WILL DISCRIMINATE if they don't like you. If you don't have the same mindset as them, which can be damaging. If they don't like the way you look, if you're overweight. The owner or manager doesn't want handicapped or people with a disability.

In AMERICA, DISCRIMINATION AND RACISM ARE VERY COMMON WHEN SEEKING EMPLOYMENT!!! An example is APEC, all the KOREANS COMING INTO AMERICA ARE GIVEN JOBS, (ILLEGALS) and those people WHO ARE ALLOWED TO WORK IN THE SAME environment, but no other race is. People over 50 are being pushed out of jobs EVERYDAY and DISCRIMINATED against that are born and raised in AMERICA!! If the person has a job and they are over 50, and the supervisor is 30, that person also pushes the other employee out, with threats and discrimination. It's happening all the time!

I HAVE APPLIED TO MOTHERS MARKET SEVERAL TIMES - AND WHOLE FOODS MARKET SEVERAL TIMES AND I HAVE BEEN DISCRIMINATED!!  I HAVE PAST EXPERIENCE IN MARKETS. MORE THAN ENOUGH TO QUALIFY, BUT NOW THAT I AM OVER 50 I AM BEING DISCRIMINATED.

The younger kids have taken over and are pushing people out when it comes to age and race!!!  I have experience as a phone operator and applied to UCI IRVINE, WHICH ALSO DISCRIMINATED AGAINST ME. I know for a fact it's a software that is used, and the person is trained for 1 week. This is NOT A difficult job, but the IDIOT PERSON WHO DOES THE HIRING HIDES BEHIND THE INTERNET JUDGING. There were many openings for this position through UCI all over various areas and I have been discriminated against all of them. MOTHER'S MARKET has many openings still, they can't fill or choose not to for whatever reason, but no one bothers to look at my application. I have never heard from them and I have applied numerous times to different positions. THE SAME WITH NORTHGATE MARKET, THEY TOO HAVE DISCRIMINATED AGAINST ME MANY TIMES!!!

Markets NEVER GIVE PEOPLE TRAINING AT ALL!  Their application will have written information of their expected experience, but they don't require it. I have worked for many markets such as BRISTOL FARMS - SPROUTS - LASSENS AND VONS, all have the same crap environment of stress and gross negligence with abusive managers who are dysfunctional and not a team player. Regardless, I have worked hard in those stores with no raises, cut hours so the store manager can keep his bonus and low pay, because that is all THAT EXISTS FOR PEOPLE IN THIS SHIT COUNTRY, unless you are an executive!

Whole Foods Market I have applied many times in the past and those managers are EXTREMELY ABUSIVE AND VERY DISCRIMINATING!!! (JEFF BEZOS HAS BEEN EMAILED A COPY OF THIS POST).  Most of the people who work for WHOLE FOODS ARE SO GROSS INCOMPETENT, BUT THEY EXPECT THE PERSON THEY INTERVIEW TO BE PERFECT. As a customer of AMAZON, I WAS DISCRIMINATED against AND MY ACCOUNTS WERE BLACKBALLED BY EMPLOYEES. I HAVE NEVER WORKED FOR THIS OWNER BUT HE HIRES ABUSIVE PEOPLE WITH NO PEOPLE SKILLS! THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT BEING TRAINED RIGHT! OR TRAINED AT ALL.

Melissa's Produce, I am all too familiar with them. When I worked at Bristol Farms, the uncle would come in to the produce department, he was an old man about 70. I never understood what the hell he was doing other than looking around.  I one day inquired and asked him about getting a job and leaving Bristol. He told me his nephew approached him to work for the company and he would speak to him. He did, but they are racists and biased, and discriminate. They had a white man who was a jew call me up and jerk me around and lie to me. He admitted they NEVER HIRE STRANGERS, just close friends and relatives!! NO PROBLEM AFTER SEEING THE PRODUCTION AND POOR SERVICE TO THEIR VENDORS, THEY'RE DOING ME A FAVOR, BECAUSE THEIR PRODUCE IS BELOW ADEQUATE!

HOW ARE PEOPLE SUPPOSED TO LIVE IN THIS CORRUPT NATION WITH SUCH ABUSE - AND DISCRIMINATING PRACTICES. THE RACISM  HAS A NEW MEANING OF "DO YOU HAVE EXPERIENCE"? I DON'T BELIEVE IT MATTERS, IT'S NOT ROCKET SCIENCE TO FLIP BURGERS - IT'S NOT ROCKET SCIENCE TO WORK IN DELI AT A MARKET WHICH I HAVE. I'VE BUSTED MY ASS FOR MANY COMPANIES AND ALL ARE GUILTY OF EMPLOYEE ABUSE, RACISM AND SEXUAL HARRASSMENT. HOWEVER, I STILL HAVE TO MAKE A FUCKEN LIVING DON'T I? 

YES I HAVE FUCKEN EXPERIENCE ASSHOLES BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER EITHER BECAUSE I AM DEALING WITH BIASED ASS WADS!

LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING WHEN A PERSON WORKS AT A HIGH END MARKET LIKE GELSONS OR BRISTOL FARMS 90% ITS WORKERS ARE PEOPLE OF COLOR WORKING AT THESE STORES BECAUSE THEY WORK THE HARDEST BUSTING THEIR ASS. ITS THE FUCKED UP WHITE PEOPLE WHO SIT ON THEIR ASS AND ARE SLACKERS! THOSE SAME WHITE PEOPLE ARE FAVORED WITH MORE MONEY - FULL TIME AND HIGHER POSITIONS WITH PROMOTION, NOT THE HISPANIC/MEXICAN PEOPLE WHO BUST THEIR ASS. YET ALL EMPLOYEES DO NOT LIVE IN THE RICH AREAS, THEY LIVE ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF THESE STORES. EMPLOYEES HAVE TO TRAVEL FAR JUST TO GET TO AND FROM WORK.

A RICH BRAT NEVER WORKS - THEY DON'T HAVE TO. SO EMPLOYEES WHO ARE PEOPLE OF COLOR WILL ALWAYS HAVE LOW PAY AND CUT HOURS WORKING SLAVE JOBS AT MARKETS!!!

CORNER BAKERY IS ANOTHER COMPANY THAT DISCRIMINATES AND IS RACIST, SO IS TARGET, WHITE PEOPLE ARE THE ONLY ONES ALLOWED TO BE IN HIGH MANAGEMENT POSITIONS AND WHITE KIDS AT CORNER BAKERY ARE THE ONLY ONES TO BE HIRED IN ORANGE COUNTY CA I HAVE WORKED FOR TARGET AND WAS DISCRIMINATED AGAINST WITH CORNER BAKERY! WHITE FEMALES 99% ARE MANAGERS.

THERE IS NO REASON OR EXCUSE AFTER ALL MY EXPERIENCE AND EDUCATION I SHOULD BE DISQUALIFIED AND DISCRIMINATED  WITH CRAPPY LOW PAYING JOBS!!  BECAUSE OF MY AGE!  ONLINE IS THE SAME SHIT! TOO MANY GROSS INCOMPETENT IDIOTS WHO REFUSE TO HIRE PEOPLE BECAUSE OF THEIR PERSONAL BIAS BEHAVIORS!  IT'S TIME TO SELF EMPLOY AND THAT IS GOING TO BE CHALLENGING! SO THE NEXT TIME SOME ASSHOLE TELLS YOU SOMETHING ABOUT WORKING. THINK ABOUT THAT, WHAT KIND OF WORK?  WHAT EXACTLY IS AVAILABLE FOR PEOPLE TO DO? THERE ARE NO FUCKEN JOBS IN THIS FUCKEN COUNTRY!

IF DISCRIMINATION AND RACISM WEREN'T A FACTOR, MORE PEOPLE WOULD BE EMPLOYED, BUT THAT IS NOT THE CASE. IT'S THE OPPOSITE, MORE PEOPLE ARE LOSING THEIR JOBS AND SOON MORE PEOPLE WILL BE ON THE STREET! THANKS TO THIS FUCKED UP POLITICAL CRAP!!!

YOUTUBE EMPLOYEES CONTINUE TO HARASS AND HAVE SABOTAGED MY BLOG!

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YOUTUBE IS ALSO STEALING AND STEERING THE TRAFFIC AWAY FROM THIS BLOG PLEASE SHARE MY STORIES AND HELP BRING TRAFFIC THANK YOU!!

YOUTUBE EMPLOYEES HAVE HACKED INTO MY GMAIL, LIED, AND DELIBERATELY SABOTAGED MY BLOGGER, SO I CAN NOT ALTER ANY CODE OR HAVE GOOGLE ANALYTICS AND HAVE DISABLED ALL CAPABILITIES FOR SEO OR DESCRIPTION THIS IS HOW FUCKED UP THESE LOSERS ARE. THEY WON'T DO IT TO MY FACE SO IT MAKES THEM GUTLESS A COWARDLY BITCH! WHITE TRASH NO DOUBT! TRUST PILOT HAS OVER 8000 BAD REVIEWS ABOUT YOUTUBE EMPLOYEES WITH THEFT AND CORRUPTION. YET THEY SUPPORT MURDERER AND CHILD PREDATOR MARK ZUCKERBERG WITH ONGOING ADS. YOUTUBE EMPLOYEES SHOULD BE EXTINGUISHED I HOPE IT HAPPENS!!! NEVER KNOW!

Since the YOUTUBE and GOOGLE employees continue to RAPE MY PAGES OFF THIS BLOGGER MY OTHER BLOGGER has been destroyed. I have gathered evidence, but they are also messing with other elements from my pages being indexed, such as the image you see below. I don't control the servers Blogger is held on, so I have to assume it all is on their end.

CORRUPTION OF BLOGGERS FAVORING MARK ZUCKERBERG AGAIN! MAKING EXCUSES IT VIOLATES THEIR BULLSHIT POLICIES WHICH ARE LIES. IT'S AN EXCUSE BUT ALL POSTS ARE ON MY OTHER SITE SO IT STILL SHOWS ON THE INTERNET!!!

FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS NOT AGAINST ANY LAWS SO YOU ARE A LIAR AND HYPOCRITE ITS THEIR FUCKED UP WAY OF PROTECTING A MONSTER LIKE ZUCKERBERG!!!!

I HAVE SO MUCH EVIDENCE AGAINST THE PERSON FROM YOUTUBE WHO KEEPS TEARING AT MY BLOGS WHICH HE TORE PAGES DOWN TO BE VINDICTIVE AND I AM GATHERING ALL EVIDENCE TO BRING IT TO THE MEDIA AND YOUTUBE CEO

KEVIN COSTNER DEMANDING EX-WIFE IS ONE GREEDY WHORE - CHRISTINE BAUMGARTNER COSTNER

Kevin Costner and I have one thing in common, we are both Capricorns and one day apart from each other, but I am much younger. Kevin's ex-wife Christine is a Pisces. For the most part, these two signs of the Zodiac can have a very good relationship if they are patient with each other and respect each other's differences. Learn to support one another as well and not hold back with their feelings, but if they sway the other way, it can be damaging. Pisces are known to be needy in some sense, always needing attention and in that dream state of "love" but it's not based necessarily in reality. Capricorns are more self-reliant, selfish and reserved, but when we're young we enjoy excitement and action. 

I'm sure it must be hard for someone to have money and success and find "real love", which is the SACRIFICE A PERSON WILL MAKE TO TRY AND HAVE IT ALL! (Although no one ever does). Someone with money will NEVER HAVE REAL LOVE!! Especially a man because women are BETTER LIARS and will find a way to seduce the man to get to his wallet. Real Love doesn't happen because these days women are "greedy whores" who care about MONEY!! Regardless this BITCH IS A BIG WHORE WITH HER FINANCIAL DEMANDS OF WEALTH!!

This is what the media says, Baumgartner's initial demand was for $175,000 a month and $46,000 more than the $129,755 the judge has dictated. Finally, after providing several financial reports, she has asked for $161,592 in alimony for the three teenagers. This is a hell of a lot of money for four people to live on a month. So annually it's over a million dollars a year. Am I calculating that right? What happens when the kids are 18, which it appears they already are? Both parents are old to have kids that young. 14 - 16 - 17. Men they're always thinking with the dick having kids in their old age! I have ONE THING TO SAY: CHRISTINE IS A GREEDY WHORE AND HAS MOVED ON AND FOUND ANOTHER FIANCIAL  PIGGY TO KEEP HER ENTERTAINED! BULLSHIT - THIS WOMAN IS FULL OF SHIT!

CHER HAS POOR TASTE IN MEN AND HER SO-CALLED BOYFRIEND IS AN INDUSTRY STUNT! NOT REAL

The MEDIA will say and do anything for headlines and these days there aren't too many idiots to write about, so they invent SHIT! Just as this pathetic relationship built on lies is staged for gossip. Cher once said, a person has to "SACRIFICE AND LOSE ALOT" to be in that shit business built on lies and a fraud persona. I'm curious what exactly she has SACRIFICED  other than CHER NEVER RAISING HER OWN KIDS. I would imagine it must be PRIVACY but what else? 

Message: CHER YOUR AN OLD BITCH JUST RETIRE NOBODY CARES, YOUR EGO IS OVERFLOWING WITH BULLSHIT AND YOUR TO FUCKEN OLD TO BE ON STAGE, SO MOVE ON!

Cher has an EGO THE SIZE OF KING KONG, she will always have the media in her business because that is something they expect her to do to write about. She loves the attention and a typical TAURUS who needs admiration and approval, but frankly you look fucken RIDICULOUS. WHY DON'T YOU DO SOMETHING THAT HAS SIGNIFICANCE IN YOUR OLD AGE OTHER THAN FEEDING YOUR EGO? HER PLASTIC SURGERY IS BEGINING TO SAG.

OVERALL CHER, LIKE JANET JACKSON HAS HAD THE WORST TASTE IN MALES. HER BOYFRIEND - HUSBAND RECORD IS BELOW HER AND WHY? SHE SUFFERS FROM LOW SELF ESTEEM. CHER  YOU ARE TOO OLD TO PLAY THOSE GAMES WITH THE INDUSTRY? GROW UP SERIOUSLY!

TODD DERECK TAYLOR HOLLYWOOD HILLS, CA

On February 14th at 4 a.m. Todd Taylor died in his sleep, I heard his last breath, and February 16th, which just recently passed, was Todd's birthday. He died too young, but I'm glad I was there to be with him and he wasn't alone, because no one should have to die alone. Many people do and under the ugliest of circumstances. I find it peculiar how many people will die so close to their birthday. Or how husbands and wives will die back to back, as my grandparents did. As humans, all we have are memories of our lives more bad than good for most of us. Yet as people, we are brainwashed to believe the material world is more important than family, but it's not. It's not even real, it's all temporary and this human existence is based on sexual abuse and murder, war criminals and theft. I've always wanted to believe there are more good people in the world than bad, but I don't anymore, people show their true colors in their actions. I've witnessed and been subjected to so many people who are shit and this entire system is a lie and is lower than SCUM. You can't ask for help because churches don't give a fuck about anyone and want to keep people begging. Jobs were invented to keep corporations rich and fraudulent state agencies collecting money, but that is now changing and for the worse. Don't be surprised if more people act out and begin robbing the rich, because it will be well deserved.

When people are desperate and have nothing, they will act out because no one cares and they need to survive. When people don't know anything or their vocabulary is limited, communication is misunderstood and relationships fail. People are discriminated against by race and age. This entire world has fallen but the truth is, it's always been this way, SHIT!!! I never understood how the world worked when I was young or the corruption within this corrupt system that is designed for the politicians and the rich to steal. Todd didn't understand it either. Why do people choose to sell drugs, I don't know, because they can make a lot of money, I guess. Why do women sell their asses, for the same reasons? It's a contradiction BIG PHARMA can be a DOPE DEALER, and kill millions of people and call it MEDICINE, but no one else is allowed to, because now it's considered ILLEGAL. Another LIE. 

Todd and so many other children are subjected to their SHIT PARENTS and ABUSE FROM THE TIME THEY ARE BORN. The IGNORANCE AND STUPIDITY of people is "you should figure out life on your own as you grow and know everything you need to know by the time your legal age of 18". NO ONE KNOWS A FUCKEN THING AT 18. A PERSON IS STILL A CHILD AND NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT MANY THINGS. THIS HAS ALWAYS PISSED ME OFF ABOUT PEOPLE. I've known people at 40 and 50 and didn't know anything. Of course, many people have their heads in the sand and lie because it's how they get by to not appear STUPID to the rest of the world. The point I'm making is to be mindful that IT TAKES A LIFETIME TO GROW AND GROW UP THROUGHOUT THE FOUR STAGES OF LIFE! YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND THE FULL PICTURE UNTIL YOU ARE CLOSER TO DEATH. White privilege is an illusion and politics feeding those lies convolutes the system and brings hatred among the races so the CRIMINALS IN THE BACKGROUND CAN FEED THEIR GREED.

Let me change gears, Todd was the second man I lived with, and he was good to me. He had my back and was a protector. At times there were things he would say that upset me or things he didn't know and I realized the differences between us, but overall we were friends. He wasn't the kind of man who would ever hit a woman. I was more of the aggressor. Although we had hard times those few years in the beginning, we both worked hard and kept a roof over our heads, but I HAVE GOOD MEMORIES OF US. He got a job and was proud of himself, as he had come so far. We had good times and went to rock shows, took camping trips, and ate at nice restaurants. We had many good times, but it got hard in the last few years towards the end. 

I realized I had to fight certain people in agencies that were so GROSS NEGLIGENT. Doctors who REFUSED TO DO THEIR FUCKEN JOB and diagnose his illness correctly. Immature assholes at hospitals who drugged Todd up behind my back to incarcerate him in a facility. There was so much abuse and this STATE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE, THEY ARE FUCKEN PIGS. The SOCIAL WORKER at IHSS SAID TO ME HOW THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA DOESN'T WANT TO HELP PEOPLE. THEY DON'T WANT THE IHSS PROGRAM. In the end, I didn't want something to happen at 4am in the morning and have a sideshow in my home when he died and that is exactly what happened. What FUCKEN ANGERS ME IS WHY I HAD TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN THESE FUCKEN ASSHOLES ARE MURDERERS. Just because some STUPID ASS FUNERAL HOME SAYS ITS REQUIRED TO MAKE SURE SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED TO THE PERSON WHO DIED. REALLY? THE COPS DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHEN THEIR THE ONES KILLING PEOPLE!

LAW ENFORCEMENT DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK WHEN 6 COPS BEAT TODD NEARLY TO DEATH BEHIND THE RALPHS SUPER MARKET!!!

In addition, I had neighbors being so disrespectful, banging on my door. As for the police they are EXTREMELY DISRESPECTFUL, THAT PIG COP WINN is an immature disrespectful GOUK FUCK using my bathroom and pissing all over my toilet without permission. I hate these fucken scumbags. I hate the fucken police and I hope all of them rot in fucken hell as they deserve it. This country is filled with so much fucken abuse. I will be glad the day it all ends and I hope it's soon. My father worked in children's services for many years and he told me those facilities don't give a fuck about those children when they're taken away or incarcerated. 

Children are abused all the time by staff and police.  Never again will I call the police for any reason or the fire department to ask for help. If a building is on fire let it burn down who gives a shit. Never again will I trust any state agency because all the people who work in them are pieces of shit who will stab you in the back NOT HELP! I have disregarded everything in this fucken material world I thought meant something. It doesn't, all of it is SHIT, living a fucken lie. 

NEVER AGAIN WILL I PAY FOR FUNERAL SERVICES, FUCK IT WHY, SHOULD I? 20, OOO YEARS AGO PEOPLE BURIED THEIR OWN KIN. FUCK THE FUNERAL SERVICE THEY TOO WERE JUST AS INCONSIDERATE AND DISRESPECTFUL MONEY-GRUBBING WHORES!

When someone dies, take time to heal because you will feel the loss and emotional pain. You will not be alright, it is shock and turmoil, but if you find yourself lost at the park looking up at the sky on a warm day, and butterflies are buzzing all around. It means "NEW BEGINNINGS" and that is something to look forward to, that will ease your pain.