COMBS AND ZUCKERBERG BOTH BELONG ON DEATH ROW

COMBS AND ZUCKERBERG BOTH BELONG ONDEATH ROW MURDERERS - ANGRYGIRL FEMINIST.COM

NEW YORK Nove 8 - Sean "Diddy" Combs on Friday proposed a new %50 million bail package backed by his Florida mansion that the music mogul hopes will win his release from the Brooklyn jail where he has been held for eight weeks on criminal sex trafficking charges.

ZUCKERBERG AND COMBS BOTH BELONG ON DEATH ROW
Combs has been denied bail three times since his arrest with multiple judges citing a risk that he might tamper with witnesses. The rapper and producer on Sept 17 pleaded not guilty to charges that he used his business empire including his record label Bad Boy Entertainment to transport women and make sex workers across state lines to take part in recorded sexual performances called, "Freak Offs. Oh, I see THE EXCUSE IS about "TAMPERING WITH WITNESSES", well MARK ZUCKERBERG TAMPERED WITH the ENTIRE JUSTICE SYSTEM AND ALL THOSE FUCKED UP WHITE ASSWADS ON THE COMMITTEE BECAUSE ALL THOSE PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED WITH "HUMAN TRAFFICKING" CHILDREN AND SEXUALLY ABUSING THEM BUT THERE IS NO CONCERN WITH THAT!!! LET'S KEEP SUPPORTING THE WHITE MAN AND HIS DIVANT SINS!

What I don't understand is the corruption of this justice system that is NOT JUSTICE AT ALL WHEN the blacks are in prison or jail but the white race walks "FREE" for the same fucked up crimes and that is exactly what has happened here. Mark Zuckerberg should be in prison right now not at home pretending nothing happened paying everyone off. While everyone turns a blinds eye knowing that son of bitch is guilty of the same fucken crimes against children!! What the fuck is wrong with this picture? Numerous people are involved with all the HUMAN TRAFFICKING GOING ON in this country and it starts at the top with JUDGES - PEOPLE WHO OWN THE PRISON SYSTEMS ALL OVER THE COUNTRY - THOSE WHO INVEST THEIR MONEY IN STOCK TRADING ALL OF US ARE ON THE STOCK EXCHANGE. POLICE I AM CONFIDENT ARE INVOLVED BUT WHEN THEY MAKE ARRESTS ON PEOPLE WHO ARE NOBODY WHICH ARE EASY TARGETS IT'S A FACADE TO APPEAR AS IF THEY'RE DOING THEIR JOB. ALL OF THE GOVERNMENT IS INVOLVED. MARK ZUCKERBERG IS GUILTY OF THE SAME CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN AND SHOULD BE HUNG BY THE BALLS, BUT NO HE GETS TO GO HOME AND NO ONE SAYS A FUCKEN WORD ABOUT IT, INCLUDING THE POLICE, AND WHY BECAUSE THAT PIG IS WHITE THAT IS WHY? BOTH OF THESE PIECES OF SHIT HAVE MONEY  BUT THE BLACK MAN GOES TO PRISON WHILE THE WHITE MAN WALKS FREE.  THE WHITE RACE IS THE POISONOUS ESSENCE IN THE WORLD. YOU PEOPLE ARE THE BIGGEST PROBLEM TO EVERYONE!

NOW THE MEDIA WANTS TO CALL ZUCKERBERG SITUATION, "LIABILITY ON SOCIAL MEDIA" NOTHING LIKE COVERING THIS PIECES SHIT ASS. HE IS A FUCKEN PIECE OF SHIT AND HIS CUNT OF WIFE IS NO FUCKEN AMERICAN!! HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED WITH ALL THE HUMAN TRAFFICKING GOING ON IN THIS COUNTRY? I HAVE NO DOUBT THE ASS-HOLE WHO NEEDED TO INSTRUCT THIS PIECE OF SHIT TO APOLOGIZE TO  THE PARENTS AS IF HE WAS ZUCKERBERGS MOTHER IS INVOLVED TOO, ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED AND ZUCKERBERG HAS PAID EVERYONE OFF! THIS IS WHY IT WAS ALL A SHOW TO APPEAR AS IF HE IS BEING PUNISHED. THIS MOTHER FUCKER HAS NOT BEEN PUNISHED FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE TO CHILDREN NO MORE THAN THAT FUCKEN WHITE TRASH SCUM BUCKET TRUMP WAS PUNISHED FOR KILLING CHILDREN IN CAMPS!!! THIS HUMAN RACE NEEDS TO END NOW!! THESE LOSERS ARE RESPONSIBLE!! THIS IS A DISGRACE! CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY SHOULD NOT BE TOLERATED!!!

MARK ZUCKERBERG IS A CHILD MURDERER AND HIS WIFE ARE CHILD PREDATORS
PRISCILLA CHAN IS NOT FUCKEN AMERICAN I DON'T CARE IF THIS MONEY-GRUBBING WHORE WAS BORN HERE, THESE GOUKS ARE NOT INDIGENOUS TO AMERICAN SOIL AND EITHER IS THE WHITE RACE BUT YOU PEOPLE CLAIM AS IF YOU ARE AND PEOPLE OF COLOR ARE THE IMMIGRANTS.  I'M SURE SHE IS GUILTY AS HER HUSBAND IS OF CHILD TRAFFICKING AND ABUSING CHILDREN - WHY DON'T YOU TRAFFICK YOUR OWN KIDS AND SEE HOW IT AFFECTS THEIR LIVES YOU BITCH! THERE IS NO JUSTICE IN THIS FUCKED UP COUNTRY BECAUSE THE WHITE RACE CONTINUES TO ABUSE CHILDREN BY USING OTHER METHODS OF HOW TO ABUSE CHILDREN!! YOU BOTH ARE FUCKEN GUILTY! MURDERERS AND CHILD PREDATORS!!

PRISCILLA CHAN IS A CHILD PREDATOR HUMAN TRAFFICKING WITH HUSBAND MARK ZUCKERBERG

TINA CALCE ZIMMERMAN SMITH BAKERSFIELD

TINA CALCE ZIMMERMAN SMITH HILL BILLY WHITE TRASH - ANGRYGIRL FEMINIST.COM

Tina Calce Zimmerman Smith whatever your name is a racist white trash hillbilly working at American General and living in Redneck city Bakersfield. The first time I met Tina, she was as IGNORANT as white trash can be, just like her sister Lisa. they are two of a kind. She has no education or manners and worked sitting on her ass selling airtime. Maybe I’ll contact some of those customers. I wonder how interested they would be knowing Tina is a racist and it's what she teaches her adult kids to know in how to behave I'm sure they would change their mind about doing business with American General. It was okay to give her welfare witch of a daughter my cell number calling me with her bullshit thinking she was funny. Sammy is a lowlife whore who can’t keep her legs closed and pops out kid after kid because she needs to compete with Nikki who has adopted three children.

TINA CALCE ZIMMERMAN SMITH WHITE TRASH

Nikki is Lisa's daughter she has a great husband and a super nice life two of the kindest people I ever met, at least something good came out of that rotten family. Then there is Tina's other kid Steve Zimmerman heroin junkie white trash with no education in and out of prison, breaking into the neighbors’ homes. Tina had Steve calling me up yelling I was NEGRO, am I? Why don’t you say it to my face you piece of shit? Actually, I'm Native and Mexican American my ancestors are indigenous here, but you jackass, are not. No white person is (white trash in America evolved through incest). Although none of you would know that since none of you graduated high school. When I think back on it Tina never acknowledged Todd she didn’t even when we came to see his mother for the first time, she didn’t ask how he was or anything about him. When he was very ill and I reached out for help she ignored me because that’s the way this ignorant whore is yet she enables her loser son to hold him by the hand. He’s over 30 and she still breasts feed that piece of shit. Who is nothing more than a loser and a coward? You know I remember Tina and Lisa fighting as they were both drunk when we were visiting during the holiday. 

TINA CALCE ZIMMERMAN SMITH WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS

Lisa used the N-word and Tina didn’t like it one bit and yelled at Lisa that she sounded like white trash. Yeah, well Tina, you are NO different. Tina the problem with you is you can't see your own faults. Either way, you are no better and just as RACIST especially after the way you treated me when I was at your home on Waterwheel, remember in the bathroom where you cornered me what was it that you called me again? Aren’t you a hypocrite Tina, and straight out the mouth of a lying cunt. She has no problem pointing out anyone else’s flaws but can’t see her own. Her daughter Sammy is a loser just like her mother as Sammy mimics everything her mother does, she has no one else to look up to, NO IDENTITY OF HER OWN. I recall Sammy attacked me when I was in the bathroom before Tina did to be a bitch and say how she needed to use it. There was a bathroom in the hall and then Tina walked over to me and called me CHA CHA  see deep down in her soul she is a two-face cunt who is a RACIST BITCH and she knows it!! Fucked up, white people. I should have figured they would behave this way considering they grew up in the gutter. I also witnessed Tina yelling at Nikki’s adopted children when playing on the chair, yet she allowed her dogs to lay all over the furniture. 

A message to Nikki I would be overprotective of your daughter she is a child of color and will grow to be a woman of color, so if Tina is a racist, I would be careful. And keep her away from Steven Zimmerman since anyone with Olive skin is Negro. You wouldn’t want any of them to hurt your child considering the abusive racist mental thinking background they come from. Todd’s mom was pleasant, she actually expressed to me how she had respect for me it sounded sincere and I don’t doubt she never told her daughters that. Otherwise, Barbra had a reputation but she was old at the time. I met her and realized she was still hurt very deeply by her own mother being extremely abusive emotionally and physically, is what I observed. Is the reason she refused to speak about her mother. What I find disturbing is how Tina lies with no conscious I mean for all those people who know her and have read her Facebook Page. Tina has not been married to Mr. Smith for 21 years. That is a lie and look what it reads on her Facebook page, Tina implies her daughter Sammy is from a man of 21 years and her son is from someone else. As if people aren’t going to notice the lies, she tells. Kenneth Zimmerman and Tina were married for 21 years both of her loser kids are from Kenneth. The other guy she leached on to and met at Lisa’s wedding to that idiot Mark or was it Mike?  Anyway, she hooked up with him fast because Uncle Sam is going to fuck her with taxes. One day Tina catches father and son doing their drugs together, she kicks Kenny out, files for divorce and after meeting Mr. Wonderful she sells the house on Waterwheel and purchases a new house in a newly developed set of track homes that were built. This was not a custom-built home the way Lisa described.

TINA CALCE ZIMMERMAN MARRIED OUT OF FINANCIAL DESPERATION

However, Lisa highly exaggerated how she custom-built this house which is a fucken lie. Those are track homes that were built you STUPID BITCH! A custom home is when you have an architect draw up blueprints, buy the land, and pay someone to make the house for you or do it yourself. White people can never be honest. Land developers build track neighborhoods all the time. Who gives a Fuck, Tina is a husband hunter like so many other women (white women especially) as they choose not to struggle on their own. Tina looks out for herself she always has this is why she doesn't bother with her sister anymore, now she is busy with Mr. Smith. Lisa doesn't have the common sense to follow the same method. She's too busy feeling sorry for herself to use her brains. Frankly, I don’t know what Mr. Smith sees in Tina, she's not that good-looking. Yet Tina looks up at Mr. Smith like he’s Prince Charming who saved her from her Demise, which in a sense he did, she was desperate. I have no doubt Lisa's jealous but Tina looks out for herself she walks around pretending life is perfect with her fake smiles but deep down she is strung out to the point that she can’t drive her car on the freeway anymore. Now that she has a new hubby, a new home and Barbra is dead life is grand. And that’s what is important to Tina how society views her. It's important to Tina that she appears stable, she isn’t. Having a home and bargaining your life for security from a man she barely knew that’s desperation. 

Many women are guilty of that and so much more. Gee… I hope he doesn’t have a heart attack and die on her. Then she’ll be right back where she started, but I won’t feel sorry for her, if it happens frankly, I hope it does. I pray to the DEVIL her daughter Sammy gets a kick in the head and ends up with no husband and let’s see how far that whore will go on her shit job cutting hair. I am curious if she took in her loser son with no job and a long rap sheet as he went on crying to his mommy with no place to go. I wouldn’t be surprised if she did and that would be more than what Mr. Smith bargained for, if I were him, I wouldn’t put up with it. Steve tries to convince everyone he found GOD, he is full of shit, he doesn’t know what GOD is if GOD smacked him in the face Yet, if he did find GOD then why is he calling me a NEGRO? Is that the behavior of a good Christian? Of course not. No more than all those white trash evangelists you see on TV getting caught in homosexual affairs and snorting drugs. The Calce family is just a bucket of shit and I’m referring to Tina and Lisa, and that gossiping whore Cynthia Taylor (Todd's whore cousin) just white trash meth junkie. Remember Tina your job is at stake here because customers now know what you are!

TINA CALCE ZIMMERMAN SMITH WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS REDNECK WHITE TRASH IN REDNECK BAKERSFIELD

RENATO ROSCOE IMMIGRANT NEEDS TO BE DEPORTED

RENATO ROSCOE IMMIGRANT NEEDS TO BE DEPORTED - ANGRYGIRL FEMINIST.COM
Every dog has his day and this dog I'M EXPLOITING WILL BE SHITTED ON WITH BLACK SHIT. RENATO ROSCOE is not a citizen of the USA, he only has a GREENCARD, UNLESS HE HAS MARRIED SOME IDIOT TO PROVIDE CITIZENSHIP TO HIM. What pisses me off is how this fucked up Government treats people, the Mexicans - Hispanic - Latinos whatever the fucken label you choose to use, because it's all made up by the "white man". Using labels and treating people of color like shit and bitching and complaining about how the Mexican people are the problem? How these IMMIGRANTS COMING TO AMERICA, WE NEED TO BUILD THAT FUCKEN WALL BECAUSE OF IMMIGRATION PROBLEMS, WHEN THIS FUCKED UP FALSE GOVERNMENT MAKES MILLIONS OF OFF IMMIGRATION!! OH YES THEY DO, RUSSIANS - POLISH - ARMENIANS - PHILIPINOS - EURO TRASH ALL THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES, KOREANS AND CHINESE OPEN THE DOOR AND LET THEM IN, BUT ITS MEXICANS THAT ARE THE FUCKEN PROBLEM!

LET ME PROVIDE SOME INFORMATION MOST OF YOU STUPID IDIOT PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE. EB VISA this is how most IMMIGRANTS get into the country, NOT ALL as I just mentioned. Many Armenians pay their way into the country so do the Pakistanis. It's the price they pay to come to AMERICA usually around a million dollars maybe more, then pop out a couple of kids, freeload off the Government whatever they can get, and never leave. Of course, there's always a plan of business some bullshit reason to show they are needed here which gives opportunity to stay and pay into the broken ECONOMY. THE MEXICAN PEOPLE DON'T HAVE MONEY LIKE THAT. THEY MAY HAVE A FEW GRAND OR SO BUT NOT ENOUGH FOR AN EB VISA. RENATO JUST FLEW IN AND NEVER LEFT! 

The WHITE MAN THINKS HE HAS THE RIGHT to tell people what they should be labeled as, and its that same white man who is a child molester in the church, a war criminal, the scum that killed Epstein because he wasn't the only one prostituting minors!! The white man is white trash ruining AMERICA and running the prisons all in the name of MONEY! The WHITE MAN allows murderers killing their babies to walk free but will lock up Mexicans for life IN SOLITARY ON DRUG CHARGES OR HAND OUT 2ND STRIKES. Not to white people they do little to no time for worst crimes. Yet it's the same white man who hands out SENATE AWARDS to fucken scum bag IMMIGRANTS from Roma Italy, like Renato Roscoe. He is the biggest piece of shit I've known and I've known many, but I've GROWN UP SINCE THEN!! This piece of shit always works in Restaurants, but it doesn't mean he owns the restaurant. No, I'm confident it's a friend, maybe Salvatore that loser another scumbag who is an IMMIGRANT. He usually puts up the money and then Renato hires Mexican guys to cook the food, but why is YORBALINDA HONORING THIS PIECE OF SHIT? YOU DO KNOW HE IS A SERIOUS COKEHEAD, DON'T YOU? Let's dive into YORBALINDA'S HISTORY for a moment because all those suburban white trash who think the city is owned by the white race, it is NOT! The people were colonized and killed and the white man fucked the Mexican daughters to get into the marriage bed to steal land and they did. 

NOW THESE WHITE FOLKS THINK THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO FUCK PEOPLE OF COLOR OUT OF OUR OWN PRIVILEGE and then turn around and honor a piece of shit like RENATO? YORBALINDA was owned by the Mexican people who were once wealthy land owners, but all the white trash who crashed in on AMERICA leaving their sins and past behind from the rotten corrupt crimes they committed in Rome centuries ago, to continue a new chapter of SLAVERY, ABUSE ON CHILDREN, WAR CRIMES THEFT OF PROPERTY AND MURDER! YORBA LINDA LAND WAS STOLEN FROM THE MEXICAN PEOPLE. THE WHITE MAN GETS OFF KILLING PEOPLE FOR PROFIT, FOR MONEY, FOR LAND but here we go and give some FUCKEN COKEHEAD LIKE RENATO AN AWARD AS IF HE DESERVES IT. HE DOESN'T!!! Renato is as dishonest as the WHITE MAN HIMSELF PARADING AROUND LIKE A SAINT and all along your IMMIGRANT SCUM with a dirty past and I'm telling the world because its PAY BACK TIME BITCH! YOU DESERVE EVERY ROTTEN THING I WILL THROW IN YOUR DIRECTION. YOU WORTHLESS ASS WAD!!! FUCKEN IMMIGRANT GO BACK! I will be the one to let the cat out of the bag and it's a juicy story. Would you like a nice bedtime story to be told because that motherfucker deserves it, in spades! 

RENATO ROSCOE IMMIGRANT NEEDS TO BE DEPORTED BACK TO ITALY
I met RENATO that loser over 25 years ago. I was young and working as a dancer (stripper), he was a cokehead then and I'm confident nothing has changed, his bad manners and poor behavior, broken way of speaking (at least from what the reviews say) but it's accurate I can confirm. He was desperate to get married to somebody then because RENATO IMMIGRANT FRIENDS FOUND STUPID WOMEN to marry and bear children to stay in the country. Renato has a brother who came to AMERICA opened up restaurants in Los Angeles and told Renato to come down and work for him, and he did. It didn't last long because they argued all the time. So Renato took his bump bag and left for Costa Mesa he had no problem finding a job because his shit friends were here illegally also on a GREENCARD. He came with cash and a GREENCARD INTO THE USA working for people he already knew. It's why he could get a job managing another restaurant, he already had the connection but he complained to me that he couldn't make a partner and he needed those owners to ask him so he could sign a contract and establish himself permanently in the US. They never did, so Renato just kept working in different businesses. The last place I saw him was in Santa Ana distributing food supplies to restaurants and Salvatore had put up the money. 

He was Mr. Pimp, Mr. COCAINE himself having a party all the fucken time. I never understood where this asshole SALVATORE got his money from maybe being a DRUG LORD? Eventually, he found a STUPID WOMAN TO MARRY HIS UGLY ASS, so HE COULD STAY IN AMERICA. Now Renato owes me a lot of money, I worked for him many times and he cheated many times as I said I was young, but not anymore I've grown up since then and I have a very good memory. He was always coked out of his mind, partying with whores, and acting like his shit didn't stink. He was abusive, verbally, mentally, and physically. I remember he was dating this little girl around 20 years old a blonde skank who was just a cock tease. Renato is STUPID he really thought she was special because she was blonde and white, but it all blew up in his face because he was a horn dog and couldn't keep his dick in his pants, eventually, she left. This dump bitch wouldn't kiss him or touch him because he was always fucking other women or paying for sex. Renato would take her on vacation and she would do nothing for him, she was a cock tease. Now don't get me wrong I could care less, it's money I don't like being cheated out of. Then came along a few other women I just laughed it was hilarious how he would kiss their ass to marry him and no one wanted to, eventually one by one they walked away and he was mad because all his friends were being sucked into some skank who just wanted a guy to support them. So they would get pregnant with intent and marry his friends, but Renato felt left out he didn't understand why no one would marry him? First, of all the white trash whores in Orange County most of these bitches want money up front, a guy with a lot of cash, and has established himself with money and a strong position. Renato didn't have money like that, he was working class. 

AMERICA THIRVES ON IMMIGRATION BUT DRUG ADDICTS WHO ARE IMMIGRANTS NEED TO BE DEPORTED BACK


Maybe he should have been a priest in Orange County all those scumbags freeload and never pay anything, of course, he would have fucked that up to. Renato worked hard to make money of course he had to support himself, but he went after women who had serious money or were established they didn't want a coke head and I believe they found out about him and his recreational habits. He was bad news his face went paralyzed from the drugs as I remember, but he didn't go to a doctor because he knew what would happen. He could have been deported. His friends all had the same drug problems, one of them left for Colorado in hopes of cleaning up but he didn't he worked as a cook and still had a drug problem. How STUPID WHY MOVE? DRUGS ARE DISTRIBUTED ALL OVER THE WORLD, THERE EVERYWHERE. If you want to QUIT you will, obviously, he didn't want to quit. Renato has always lived in Orange County renting from place to place with friends. A few times he begged women to marry him so he would have permanent residency. 

I would be shocked if some DUMB BITCH MARRIED HIM TODAY AND PUT UP WITH HIS SHIT! She would have to be just as fucked up as he is, but relationships don't last at all not these days and women want money especially if they have kids and children are financial leverage. Frankly, I'm surprised this loser hasn't had a heart attack from the drugs I wouldn't care if he did I won't send BLACK ROSES but I MIGHT PISS ON HIS GRAVE ROT IN HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT YOU DESERVE IT. WHAT YOU DON'T DESERVE IS A FUCKEN AWARD FROM THE WHITE MAN FROM YORBALINDA as that city belongs and will always belong to the MEXICAN PEOPLE!!! NOT TO FUCKEN Italian IMMIGRANTS OR EURO TRASH claiming to be AMERICANS!

BEING A MIDDLE CHILD GROWING UP

BEING A MIDDLE CHILD GROWING UP - ANGRYGIRL FEMINIST.COM
Advantages and Disadvantages - Being a middle child has its advantages and many disadvantages. I didn't grow up in a religious or traditional family, but that wasn't a problem at least not for me. It's actually a blessing. Many people would stereotype me assuming I did because people just love to assume and judge a book by its cover. The "white man" doesn't own America he only thinks he does as so many whites choose to ignorantly assume. Only the Native Americans are true Americans and Indigenous people who were on this land living free until the white man decided to slaughter, rape, and murder my ancestors. Unfortunately, I was whitewashed so therefore my culture has been stripped. Nevertheless, I grew up in a small town with many options and choices I never knew I had. The reason this happens is because of our structure in society and the stigmas, add the hate and drugs with so many other barriers it can take a lifetime before a person realizes self-worth and the human value I now possess. 

BEING A MIDDLE CHILD GROWING UP
However, my parents were liberal in many ways, at times they could be understanding, and at other times I think it was just hard for parents to know how to discipline their kids and make the right decisions. Once upon a time, I was daddy's girl until the day his son took my place. I was quickly pushed aside, which is a disadvantage. Yet growing up as a strong-willed, strong-minded independent woman today is an advantage as I needed no one's approval. Over time my strong personality grew and so did my resentment toward the enemy. The eldest son was a pathetic excuse for male sperm, a loser who was weak-minded, fat, and lazy. As time moved on this insecure, immature prick was terrified of me and that was an advantage. This is what my discovery of being a middle child was all about. Favoritism, nothing is worse than noticing when a child is placed on the highest shelf and all the other kids are on the sidelines. Parents are too blind to realize it hurts, when making the same mistakes as their parents did so what does a kid do? A kid will rebel or act out and seek attention any way I could get it.

Of course, when that didn't work resentment was my only ally, and as I grew older so did many hard lessons that impacted my life. Those hard lessons helped me to grow into an independent person and sprout self-reliance, but it takes your entire life to fully understand everything. As I began to grow up I realized I could always depend on myself and that was comforting. Remembering those moments when things went missing or broken I was never asked what happened? Only accused that I must have done it. I was the responsible one, and the blame was shifted on me. It seemed I could never escape from being blamed for many things gone wrong in a house full of kids, this was a disadvantage. 

Family and Resisting Conformity - Parental indifference is what I like to call it when your parents treat one kid differently from all the rest, in how the parent speaks and approaches that favored child compared to the rest of the kids. However, since I was my father's only biological daughter he made it rather clear my presence wasn't as important as his first son, disadvantage. During my years of growing up, I encountered many struggles to find my voice, with two wicked step sisters trying to control me and telling me what to do, disadvantage. And the younger brat gaining approval without lifting a finger. There were times I questioned what I was being told and demanded an answer I was usually shut down since no one knew the answer. I later realized I shouldn't blame my parents for what they didn't know or had NO answer to. (Also as a woman I observed my parents repeating the same mistakes their parents made with them). As I haven't forgotten the stories. At the time of not having a voice and feeling oppression in the home, which has ties to racism people never understand this. My strong personality was something my parents weren't prepared for and this was another reason I was shut down or ignored most of the time, but it's an advantage to knowing myself and what I can do without the need of others. 

Being Held Prisoners - Being a middle child and lacking my father's affection with too many kids to share space with, I learned to survive with the skills of manipulation. My family had their own way of thinking and I started to develop mine, different from theirs I had nothing in common with anyone. Nothing in common with my wicked stepsisters. I had a lot to learn in life, as everyone does, my rude awakening came much later. Being a middle child as you grow up, you begin to think outside the box. Family conformity is similar to false government, forcing me to be at their will and knowing it doesn't fit. Fast forward to now, I am a mother of three, but the syndrome of being a middle child never leaves it stays dormant. So I was mindful of my parents' favoritism and the scars it left behind and I did my best not to repeat the same mistakes with my own children. Those memories of being blamed if my little brother got hurt which was most of the time only added to the resentment. I later realized this resentment was familiar and dormant until something I witnessed awoke it. I recall my father's friend Felix treated his daughter the same way I witnessed Doreen's punishment when her younger brother hurt himself in our backyard. Why was it her responsibility to look out for her younger siblings, as if she were the parent? Why was it mine? I never asked my father's favorite son to be born. For some reason, we girls were being held as prisoners to our younger siblings' mishaps. It may be due to the ignorance of men expecting the females to tend to younger chicks no matter what rank we had in the family. I will admit I needed discipline and education being a brat my parents were not strict when came to authority. I was given more than I may have deserved but I did work hard unlike Tonia who never worked and used everyone to support her ass.

Hand Me-Downs - Everyone has their peeves and I have mine, hand-me-downs being one of them. My mother bought me many nice things but I was influenced by the commercials of name-brand items, like Jordache Jeans. Now I realize they're not that special especially since manufacturers lie and cheat on consumers. No matter what I wouldn't wear second-hand clothes, plus my wicked stepsister's taste was a modern defect. All families have problems just as ours had our share, we just needed some education and wisdom. My parents were very hard-working people, especially my mom, she worked her whole life until she retired. Regardless I just couldn't cave into second-hand clothes, so to make things less expensive I kept my wardrobe to a minimum of blue jeans and sneakers with simple cotton shirts. Interestingly enough my step-sister Tonia borrowed a few nice dresses from me refusing to give them back. They weren't second-hand but they were mine. 

I worked and paid for what I had, another peeve of mine, allowing people to touch my things and wear my clothes which I never should have agreed to, but Tonia has a way of using people. Plus this bitch had a husband who couldn't afford a fucken thing, not even the house they live in now, since he stole it from my father. I loved my parents they were good hard-working people. They have taken the time to know this middle child of theirs. They didn't know me and resented me as I grew older, because I spoke out more than they cared to hear. I can't blame my parents for what they didn't know acceptance is key. I had a good childhood and nice home to live in and working parents. When I look back on it now, being a middle child wasn't so bad regardless of the many scapes I received along the way. So a message to all those parents with a middle child, acknowledge that child. If you point your finger at placing blame, they may resent you for it and won't be there as you grow old.