MALADJUSTED MALE BEHAVIORS

In my experience of the white race, men and women have been extremely negative. Both are racists and both are abusive and the behaviors are projected on many in society consciously and unconsciously the poison of this race is silent and psychological. It's hard to explain what I mean by this as I am still exploring the words to describe how their essences affect us all. So, I rather provide examples to demonstrate the behavior of these white people which will give insight and familiarity to those who have experienced the same behavior with white people. I can recall one friend from the past I worked with Kelly, I didn't know her well but what I do remember is how she behaved it convinced me at the time she was a good person, but her mother was the problem. Her insecure shitty attitude because she couldn't hold on to a man long enough to marry her. She wasn't attractive but needy emotionally, now that I think about it she was desperate. Desperate to find a man to double her income so the taxes wouldn't eat at her shitty career of being a crappy psychologist. Desperate to marry so she wouldn't lose her house. White women marry men to support them regardless of having a job because showing stability in society is important. It's usually drilled into the mind from the time they're young. As their fathers will not continue to support them, so the next best thing is marriage.

Today's rant is about white men and how dangerous and racist they really are. Although I will throw some examples of white women in the mix, it's primarily about men's behavior. No white man should ever be trusted whether he is old or young. Men are the problem regardless of race or age, because of the many poor influences in society and mimicking bad male habits from other males, it's no surprise that men are immature and not trustworthy. Trusting people takes time and energy, which I don't find worth investing in as I grow older. People in general have become the worst in behavior and lack moral value. Trump is an example. Males suffer from low self-esteem just as women do, so if a male puts you down or attacks you verbally, it's better to leave right away, it will NOT get better. And saying "I AM SORRY", doesn't cut it. This behavior will continue because that person lacks respect for you or themselves and he will only drag you down into his shit. White men are corrupt because of the many demands and expectations they are pressured with to succeed and appear affluent. There is no one to teach a MAN HOW TO BE A MAN. And for those who become successful and financially wealthy, they become dangerous as the Ego begins to shape their view on life it becomes selfish, arrogant, and downright narcissistic. Over all women now are the worst at least in the financial area.

Add insult to injury men IGNORANTLY ASSUME WHITE WOMEN are better and worth investing time into and marrying compared to women of color. Not necessarily it depends on the woman (or girl). This example is mild but it has a purpose. Two kids in high school Nick Chavez from a working-class family with both parents but generally a nice person and a white girl who just moved to the neighborhood very pretty with blonde hair and blue eyes show up one day. Nick grabbed her as his girlfriend, but it was over faster than it started. I wonder why? Later it was obvious she was unstable. It should be no surprise the human race has been molested as a child, every single human being has been sexually assaulted exploited, or both. The point is not just Nick but people are generally attracted to what is physical before knowing what lies beneath the skin of any human being. Nick is Mexican but like any male, they ignorantly assume being with a white female helps their status, it doesn't. If two people are not stable and willing to work hard in a relationship regardless of race it will fail and then both people hate and bring out the worst in each other. 

A relative of mine is a detective from California she moved to Seattle years ago because of her scumbag husband who is a cop and a white man manipulating her into doing so. Celia is okay but I would never trust her, she lies just as everyone has and is manipulating. I once witnessed her during a time when she was emotionally hysterical and those emotions express a lot, she is human first. It doesn't matter what she does for work, everyone has weaknesses. CeeCee is Mexican but looking at her people would assume she is Japanese and White, our family ancestors are Japanese, but no white people. She shared with my mother when she met her husband how DESPERATE he was to find a wife (men are afraid to die alone). I questioned then WHY THE FUCK DID YOU MARRY HIM? No response, but I can answer that, she too was DESPERATE and seeking a mate, she just didn't want to appear DESPERATE. CeeCee has a calm exterior about her, but her emotions run deep, with repetition, you will trigger her temper. Inside were all the same as humans but white people they're seriously FUCKED UP! Man or woman, they are not worth trusting, they will STAB YOU IN THE BACK, especially white women as their jealousy and racism runs deep. There is no excuse for IGNORANT BEHAVIOR because people choose to lack consciousness. As I said before the husband manipulated her into moving so he could have what he needed it didn't matter what she wanted.  

When her mother died CeeCee came over to visit which she NEVER did before and her husband being the idiot displayed STUPID AND RUDE BEHAVIOR at the dinner table. A typical white guy exaggerates the meal (which he doesn't care for) only to be insulting. What is it about white people who have to behave in such a manner? Frankly, I don't know why she brought this idiot, I mean if you're going to have a dog, train it and put it on a leash. He was a jackass typical white trash. No one invited her husband and I don't recall her mentioning he was escorting her on the visit. Let me provide another example, Frances a white female from Kentucky married a man who was dying of cancer he manipulated her to marry him to care for his needs on his deathbed his kids weren't concerned. She did marry him and after his death, she cheated herself out of his Social Security MONEY because she assumed it cut away from the kids. IT DOES NOT! Frances ended up with no place to go and her daughter didn't give a fuck, and struggled to live in California with no money or a job, she was a wreck and went back home to Kentucky to live with her sister. I had to open her eyes and make her realize what she gave up for people who didn't give a dam about her. That white man used Frances because he knew he could, she was kind-hearted and very naive. 

Another time I was on the train from Oceanside to OC and this white man with two half-breed kids Korean and white decided to sit by me and confess his sins to me as if I were the local priest. Now I'm going to sum it up not candy-coat the story as it was presented to me, so here it goes. This piece of shit works as an engineer, and so did his wife, it's how they met. Now he manipulates her and forces her to do the one thing she was against. He befriends her, starts dating and fucking her, marries her, and forces her to quit her job and go back to school to work in the medical field. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH TIME, MONEY AND ENERGY IT TAKES TO START A NEW CAREER? It's hard enough the first time, but she does it to please him. Only so this pig doesn't have to look at her at work in the same department. WOW!! I WISH I COULD TELL HER SO SHE WOULD SEE WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT SHE MARRIED. HOPEFULLY IN TIME SHE'LL FIND OUT! 

The next example is about WHITE MALES and their abusive and dominating behavior over women. Researchers claim the number of domestic violence is Black and Mexican but I believe it's a lie because those same researchers are white men so their claims are biased and false favoring their own kind. White men are more violent than men of color and so are white females, especially with heinous crimes of war, child molesters, rape, murder, and beating up family members. White men are ten times more violent (even in a silent manner Mark Zuckerberg is an example) human trafficking. Yet white men are more violent in war, rape, and child molesters, compared to men of color who are poisoned by the actions of the white race with ego and ignorance. As for men of color when it comes to money and power within a false monetary system is how and why their vision is blind to being abusive and war criminals. People gave Obama far too much credit he is not only MUSLIM BUT GAY and he MURDERED MORE INNOCENT PEOPLE IN WAR THAN BUSH. OBAMA WAS THE POSTER BOY FOR THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION! CRIMINALS! White people have people of color do their dirty work for them. 

Are people STUPID? You don't think that WAR has no effect on people in their homeland and around the world it DOES. War crimes, murder, abuse, rape, human trafficking has a numerous impact on future generations of children who are yet to be born. I won't get into the details but war on people of color is in the millions, backyard countries have been scrutinized because of the white man killing all for resources, to steal land, oil, and other commodities. THE WHITE MAN IS BLACK! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO DISAGREES! IN HIS SOUL, MIND AND HEART!! It's only the exterior of those who are white that people are mentally manipulated by. These examples are mild compared to the degree of abuse people of color have been subjected to daily. Discrimination in jobs, racism in living in decent neighborhoods, schools kids attended, and the abuse of ignorant parents who subject their children to the same shit. In all fairness, I know of white women who have been beaten by white men and some killed. Violence and murder are perpetuated. There are those few white people who are discriminated against in society and children who are bullied, which in turn causes suicides and homicides. White parents are lied to by the white men in the white house and through false news media owned by the same criminals, but politicians don't care what race you are, they will kill anyone who gets in their way of the NEW WORLD ORDER. ABUSE AND VIOLENCE it's not a new formula for GREED. This behavior is recycled and POLITICIANS ARE THE MOTHER TO IT ALL!! THE WHITE MAN IS THE MOTHER OF PREDATORS. 

I'll end with this last example of white male domination and abuse, remember I said to you abuse is psychological as much as physical. All humans have weaknesses and strengths that most of us don't recognize or have spent time thinking about. If we did our reactions to problems would be different compared to reactions based strictly on our experiences. Briefly, I met a white woman who told me when she met her boyfriend his life was a mess financially. One night they were drinking and he beat the shit out of her and almost killed her. I listened with shock and knew she made a HUGE MISTAKE staying with him, but she was an adult. He will do it again and this time she might not live to tell anyone. Another time I stopped at Del Taco and as I stood there a tall old white guy GRADUALLY WALKS UP TO ME TO POKES ME WITH HIS INDEX FINGER AS HE IS SPEAKING TO ME. THIS IS ABUSE AND MALE DOMINATION WHEN SOMEONE DOES THAT. At Northridge a young white guy (student) behaved this way with his teacher I am unaware if she reported this to campus police but he learned it from his daddy or someone close by. I was riding a bus and a young white male thought he was funny pulling my hair until I jumped up screaming at him. WHITE PEOPLE HAVE THE WORST BEHAVIOR but if you are VIOLATED IN ANY WAY BY THEM, MAN OR WOMAN STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. COPS WILL BEHAVE IN THE SAME MANNER SOMETIMES, THEY'RE JUST AS GUILTY OF ABUSE AND RACISM. TRUST NO ONE!

IN HOME SUPPORTIVE CARE - BEING A PROVIDER

In-Home Supportive Services SERIOUS UPDATE: A FEW WEEKS AGO I WITNESSED THIS KOREAN BITCH WITH A LADY WHO WAS SIGNING UP TO BE A CARE PROVIDER AT THE FEDEX STORE. THE LADY WAS HESITANT TO GIVE HER INFORMATION BECAUSE THE KOREAN GIRL REFUSED TO PROVIDE ANY INFORMATION OF WHO SHE WAS AND WOULD NOT INTRODUCE HERSELF NO NAME - NOTHING. So, I INTERFERED AND TOLD THE LADY SHE NEEDS TO GO TO THE COUNTY. THIS IS NOT HOW ITS DONE. YOU MUST CALL THE IHSS COUNTY NUMBER IF YOU ARE IN LOS ANGELES 213-744-4477 (IT IS A LONG WAIT TO GET SOMEONE ON THE PHONE) BUT YOU REGISTER WITH THEM. 

THE ADDRESS FOR THE OFFICE IS 588 ATLAN AVE MONTEREY PARK, CA 91755 - NEVER TRUST THE IHSS UNION, AND DON'T WASTE YOUR MONEY WITH THAT SHIT, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE PROGRAM!!! THE WORKER WILL GIVE YOU A DATE FOR ORIENTATION AND A LOCATION TO GO TO (OR YOU CAN DO THIS ONLINE), BUT YOU STILL HAVE TO CALL AND AFTER THAT IS DONE SUBMIT YOUR PEDIGREE INFORMATION IN PERSON AT A DISTRICT OFFICE. NEVER AT A ODD PLACE OR A FED-EX. 

I ASKED THE WORKER ARE THERE OUTSIDE CONTRACTORS SIGNING PEOPLE UP? SHE SAID NOT THAT SHE KNEW OF. SO WHEN SIGNING UP AS A CARE PROVIDER CALL AND GO TO THE COUNTY WEBSITE FOR INFORMATION NEVER MEET WITH SOMEONE IN AN ODD PLACE ESPECIALLY SINCE THESE KOREANS ARE REFUSING TO SAY WHO THEY ARE!!!  IT COULD BE A SCAM TO STEAL YOUR IDENTITY!

Being a care provider is hard work and it's not for everyone, eventually, it will take a toll on your life physically and emotionally especially if it's personal. Years ago I decided to try something new and attended this bullshit school called East Valley Vocational which started out ok but in the end turned out to be a disaster only to find out I didn't need a certification to make $60,000 a year with the exemption of "federal tax", which I will explain how this happens. In California and all over the country there is a program called In-Home Supportive Services, the reason it exists is that by the laws of GOD and STATE, it's illegal to incarcerate a human being against their human will in a "facility" and this is what California tried to do to my man Todd Taylor. Many hospitals and agencies would rather see your loved one in a facility it's money for the State!! 

If you choose to be certified as a CNA and attend a reputable program, be careful of the school you attend to be certified. It's usually what people learn from level 1 to becoming an RN Nurse, but if you don't want to be a nurse in the long run, then don't bother just work as a "CARE PROVIDER". You can still work, but you will have to break your back to make enough money to support yourself and your family if you have any family to support. You must realize in California you have to work like a dog to survive, the politicians don't want people to have success, or get ahead, the politician enjoys making life hell for the human race. Things to know about Enrollment. So after experiencing this shitty program at East Valley because the teacher was accepting bribes from the students who were kissing her ass so they could pass the class I walked out. After this corruption and the teacher being the problem. 

Vivian Arteaga was later dismissed from accepting these bribes. As for In-Home Supportive Services, it only requires two things 1) Orientation which is a 5-minute joke of not providing any real information or correct numbers from what I was given, and 2) a fingerprint that will cost you 60 dollars so the State can run your shit to see what kind of record you have. You can qualify as long as you are not a "child molester" or a felon on the run, so if you had a DUI it's possible you can still qualify. You will be using the "Online Portal" which is user-friendly to log in on, so you can add your hours. The client is also considered the employer as they have an account on the portal. The portal is actually great I wish it had an automatic email system to communicate to the social workers as it would be ideal since they are difficult to get on the phone. The system is fucked up, again making things difficult for people. Otherwise, the website is somewhat informative, but it doesn't tell you about harassment from certain people when it comes to "share of costs", or the sick games people play, this I found out the hard way of course it's usually how people find out. 

Medical Negligence and Corruption. I had to scream kick and fight to get people to get off their asses and do their fucken job other wise if you don't you will deal with their laziness and complacent shit. Now you can advertise and have your own clients when you receive an employee number but never give it out only to clients. There are ways to find clients 1) I can build you a website to advertise your qualifications if you get at least 4 to 5 clients per week you can work 70 hours and make around 4800 to 5000 grand a month. You can't go over 70 hours a week, plus you still need to rest yourself, it's a lot to work this many hours whether you have 1 client or several clients. You can list posting on Craigslist or any other free online community. As for clients they can be family and friends, people you know who need help. Or you can post flyers at your local senior community centers. Let me say this before I go on. If you are helping your family you must realize the State doesn't like to pay anyone for this kind of work, so the Social worker is NOT your friend, they won't be supportive or helpful in any way, so don't expect it, and don't tell them anything personal. The Social Worker visits the home and questions the client to verify their needs. 

I say this because they will and can work against you. Let me describe this in short. I dealt with so much abuse from every fucken ass-wad social worker, APS, sheriff dept, and hospital staff because these mother fuckers all conspire and will gang up on you to take away your loved one, family friends, etc. The State wants to INCARCERATE the client do you understand? The State wants the money and trust me your loved ones will be treated and ignored and drugged up in a fucked up facility until they die and that is God's truth! The hospital staff and doctors were in cahoots at the same time I dealt with all of it and it nearly broke me, but I made it after two years of healing since Todd died at home in his own bed. During that moment again I dealt with abuse from Walnut Sheriff Station with that scum bag Officer Winn but overall I fought all of these pieces of shit as I wasn't going to let them take Todd away and it's exactly what they tried to do.

So you need to understand, never discuss or trust hospital staff, doctors anyone, only tell them what they need to know and nothing else. Be careful what answers you provide to the question being asked. REMEMBER PEOPLE ASK QUESTIONS TO GAIN INFORMATION TO USE AGAINST YOU. They're only questions being asked YOU DO NOT NEED TO ANSWER THEM! Everything you say will be used against you and they don't give a fuck about your feelings as that too will be used against you as if you can't cope. Remember enemies come with smiles on their faces, no one cares about anyone except themselves! It's all in an act of concern and hospitals and police share information back and forth with each other. SHARE OF COSTS IS A SCAM TO SCREW YOU OVER!! California loves to keep people as poor as possible even with healthcare, remember it's all because of politics. Politicians would love to kill the entire human race if they could in one shot, (Bill Gates) see it, to be true, this collective society needs to rise against the Oligarchy. However, I had some white bitch call me but she couldn't reach me on the phone so she mailed a manipulating letter, and I called her to find out what she wanted? 

Only to realize this cunt misled me that she cared and wanted to know HOW MUCH MONEY I HAD! She didn't give a fuck about Todd. Her only concern was getting me to admit, "How much money I'm getting paid"? Yes, the conversation is being tape-recorded. That way the State could intercept and take away money from my paycheck! Or, the client's SSI money. Social Security later cut Todd's money off without cause knowing he was dying. Social Security employees trained to be ABUSIVE! Plus the case is LINKED TO THE IHSS PROGRAM so Social Security can see everything. Now here comes the interesting part. If you live with the person you care for because they can't care for themselves. Let the social worker know. If your client has Dementia or anything serious you can sign a declaration stating they can't manage on their own which is the reason you are living with the client. This is how you are exempt from "federal taxes". Do not worry about all other state taxes you have to pay, everyone does. FICA, SSDI, MEDICARE SHIT. That brings me to this problem I would stay away from MEDICARE, people really don't get it. Medicare is a bogus shit Insurance, I thought it was better because it's federal and has better doctors and quality of care, NO IT DOES NOT, but it works independently, not with social security like it misleads you to think. The STATE ONLY WANTS TO TAKE THE MONEY $175 a month! It's just another crap agency you have to pay 200 dollars a month as if anyone can afford that, especially with the shit %2 increase you get a year in social security. Medicare is money that was already been taxed so why are people paying for Medicare again? See fraud and double dipping. Is this a fucken joke or what? The system works against people NOT for the people. 

It's why 70-year-olds are working until they drop dead. Oops as for the white bitch, the minute she asked me "how much money I make" I shut down and my guard went up I then knew she was the enemy. I yelled at her ignorant ass and told her NEVER FUCKEN CALL ME AGAIN! I hate white bitches! The intention was to get me to pay a share of the costs, but I never did, I think it's because I supported both of us. THE GAME IS HOW TO OUTSMART THESE FUCKERS! THE SOCIAL WORKER ADMITTED TO ME THE STATE DOESN'T WANT THE PROGRAM BUT THEY HAVE TO HAVE IT! You might need to lie if you are living with the client because if they are receiving SSI you are getting paid living together the SSI will be affected by your income. You will have to pay that "share of the cost". Otherwise, there may be other ways around it. Social Security doesn't care they are CORRUPT AND FRAUD and fuck people over all the time. Or you can file at the end of the year having the client as your dependent. NEVER TELL ANYONE HOW MUCH MONEY YOU HAVE EARNED BEING A CARE PROVIDER WITH IHSS!! I MEAN NO ONE. I HAD THIS OLD WHORE WHO WAS GETTING IN EVERYONE'S BUSINESS, WANTING TO KNOW ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S MONEY. 

YOU CAN NOT TRUST ANYONE, NOT EVEN FAMILY! It didn't matter because Social Security is nothing more than a FRAUD SYSTEM to benefit the ELITES and POLITICIANS AND THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR TODD'S DEATH JUST THE SAME, as I was contacting the worker from IHSS and being ignored, they were cheating me of money and hours in the beginning. Then one day Social Security just cuts off Todd's money, NO WARNING, NO NOTHING and I was already struggling to keep a roof over our heads and care for him and he was getting worse and I am stressed to the level of pulling my hair out. Now I am enraged with ANGER and now I am a fucken wolf screaming at everyone and not giving a fuck who they are because in my eyes none of these politicians, county supervisors, or anyone else with their political agenda are worth a squirt of piss. Finally, I got the worker on the phone and he went over Todd's medical records which he never bothered before, and approved my case so I was given all retro monies paid back to me and a full 280 hours which is the max you can get. I then moved to a new place to get away from problems that were weighing on me. I'm sure some people have used the program to steal money and take advantage and were caught, but that wasn't the case here and there is no EXCUSE FOR NEGLIGENCE OR GROSS INCOMPETENCE. I needed help and support instead I got backlash and numerous fucked up people that were IGNORANT as FUCK and refused to listen or help. If you need to roar to be heard then DO IT! People are shit in these jobs and lazy as fuck. Don't let some social worker complain he has too many clients, that's his problem he knew what the job consisted of when he took it! As for the county supervisors, they are just as fucken lazy and refuse to listen. To be heard you have to yell at these stupid ass-wads working in the office. 

FUCK THE POLICE NEVER TRUST THEM IN YOUR HOME WHEN SOMEONE DIES! So to end this rant if your loved one dies NEVER GIVE THE COPS YOUR LICENSE OR TELL THEM A FUCKEN THING, they will base their report on you as a care provider. It's NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS YOUR MONEY OR HOW YOU SUPPORT ANYBODY, THESE ARE QUESTIONS YOU DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER YOU UNDERSTAND? I SWEAR TO THE FUCKEN DEVIL EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN PEOPLE LIVES IS LINKED TO SOMEONE OR SOMETHING ELSE. There was no reason that I should have to deal with fucken police only to be harassed. My father died there were no police, only the transport. TELL THEM NOTHING! DON'T LET THEM IN YOUR HOUSE YOU HAVE THAT LEGAL RIGHT. NEVER TRUST COPS! I made that mistake but I had nothing to hide, I took an extra paycheck and didn't give a fuck, what are they going to do throw me in county jail? Like I gave a FUCK at that point. No, they didn't but they already knew Todd died and I never informed them, the police did because they are pieces of shit. However, the Social Worker at DPSS credited all my monies except two hundred shit dollars which the county can kiss my ass for. Unless I go back to working as a care provider they can't collect shit from me. 

Plus my version of the abuse I endured from everyone should make a best-selling novel. See the Social Workers I dealt with at Dept of Social Services never did a fucken thing to help me. Ms Api is a cunt and would never return my calls when I needed help, and they choose not to tell me of any expenses that could be used as a credit, funerals aren't free. I didn't care my man was gone and I had to leave my apartment. Wasn't it nice of them to hold back information with NO help and support? Just know this job pays, but your life will be compromised when caring for someone who can't care for themselves. All of us will get old, sick, and die just some sooner than others. Would I do this again for Todd if I had to, yes I loved him that much and I learned some ugly hard lessons from the pain I endured. I also realized this CORRUPT COUNTRY CALLED AMERICA IS ONLY FOR THE WHITE MAN TO SHIT ON EVERYONE! AS FOR THE RICH ARE THE ONLY MOTHER FUCKERS WHO COUNT! WHEN THIS HUMAN RACE ENDS EVERYONE, I MEAN EVERYONE IS GOING STRAIGHT TO HELL, SO ENJOY THE RIDE!

SPROUTS AN ABUSIVE WORK ENVIROMENT

Sprouts is another market like Bristol Farms for which you DO NOT want to work at! All of these work environments are toxic it's the degree of how much a person is willing to tolerate. Eric was the original store manager, in 2016 at the new Labrea location in Los Angeles, but now there is another butt wad in his place. Eric wasn't a bad guy but his stress was showing I remember the left side of his face was damaged as his eye had popped out and was infected on the left side of his face from the abuse he was being subjected to from upper management

I met Eric when the store had its Grand Opening and taking job interviews were in place and drug testing on-site with the swab test during the interview. Eric told me I would have 40 hours a week and shit pay of $10 bucks an hour, another slave job. Of course, those 40 hours only lasted two weeks as the schedules were slashed in half, so it turned out to be a part-time job. This angered most people as every employee was lied to, but the level of abuse was thick and too toxic for words. Many of these shit people were in upper management so I wasn't surprised the hours were cut. I do recall a co-worker Michelle nagged Eric about the 40 hours we were promised. He blew her off and then she asked if I would say something to him. I replied NO, I would not because he is under great stress and Eric wouldn't change anything as it was obvious to me he was being told to do this by his manager. Sprouts are CHEAP, they don't like to pay, and they want slave work for as low as possible, so the company pays less "employee taxes with part-time workers". In America, you will NEVER have health benefits from employers with any minimum wage job. 

You must understand in this corrupt country it's about corporations reaping the money, and using slave labor to do the work. This is why you will hear the term, "CORPORATE AMERICA" It's much worse today than in the past from the Roman Empire and the human race will end in catastrophic proportions. Now let me indulge you with the environment of working here, once again I was in Deli, and the department manager was Nick some kid who had his favorites from the start. Nick once lied to me about how I was in charge but turned his head away from me when saying it. He was a fucken lying piece of shit. I decided to grab the sandwich bar area because it was the easiest to work. The department is big and there were several areas to cover each had its own demand for prep work because much of the food was displayed in the case and served daily, so those cases of food had to be filled throughout the day. This kind of work has to be fast and efficient and presentation matters, most workers are not conscious of this. I was subjected to ongoing verbal abuse from co-workers and management.

There was so much work to do, but for me the sandwich bar I could control and manage on my own. Meats and cheeses had to be sliced fast and stocked quickly as I already had the experience so I knew how to organize and work diligently. I thought a NEW STORE, NEW ENVIRONMENT, was going to be better, yeah it was different alright fucken abuse from the start! You could feel the tension in the air, yelling was a daily ritual. There must have been 20 people in the Deli alone, but a few people stood out with their FUCKED UP BEHAVIORS AND ATTITUDES! TRAINING WAS AT ANOTHER LOCATION IN CULVER CITY AND THIS YOUNG BITCH WAS A PROBLEM-MAKER IN THAT DEPT. One day I noticed the dept manager from Culver City was at the La Brea store and tried talking shit to me out of the blue. This white trash never introduced herself from Culver City being the department manager, never did I see her there only knew her name. I had never seen her during my training, but she knew who I was and now she was at La Brea shooting her mouth off at me. So I had a comeback. Do I know you? Have we met? As I can't recall ever seeing you before. I can still see her stupid face and at that moment that cunt had nothing to say. GROSS INCOMPETENT ABUSIVE UPPER MANAGEMENT CAN GO FUCK THEMSELF!!! I DON'T NEED THIS ABUSE. And for all these ass wads who were new with SHIT ATTITUDES FROM THE START they believe in their brain it's a way to climb to the top of a management position, not necessarily, sometimes it will get you fired.

This one kid who was a FAG was shooting his mouth off from the start, the F-Bomb was every other word and he thought he could leave a mess at the sandwich bar for other people to clean up. He was disrespectful to everyone, but he didn't last. Then he was talking shit about me because that is the way he was. Bad-mouthing people behind their backs as cowards do. He never made it to management because he never earned it. 90% of the people in Deli walked out before I did. There were too many attitudes, customers were bitching and complaining of "free food". During the grand opening, Sprouts was advertising "free sandwiches" to get customers to spend money at the store. That promo attracted animals of all sorts because people love FREE. As the immigrant Russian heifers were coming in every day with coupons bitching why their sandwich was made incorrectly? Since I worked at that station as my domain I was getting slammed from dept of why I didn't train people to work the sandwich bar. Oh excuse the fuck out of me I was NEVER TOLD I HAD THAT RESPONSIBILITY!!! I ignored their bullshit and eventually walked out!

I WASN'T A MANAGER AND I AM NOT A FUCKEN MIND READER. I was NEVER TOLD I HAD TO TRAIN ANYBODY? How IGNORANT people are to make assumptions. It's not my fault and maybe these immigrant Russian whores should stop taking advantage of FREEBIES. Coming in once with a coupon is enough not every fucken day!! Or maybe, these IMMIGRANT RUSSIAN WHORES SHOULD GET BACK ON THE FUCKEN BOAT AND GO BACK TO THEIR OWN FUCKEN COUNTRY BECAUSE I KNOW THESE BITCHES ARE NOT USA CITIZENS!!! SO FUCK YOU SPROUTS! If you go to any Sprouts store you will see how unhappy, downright miserable employees are. I have shopped as a customer and been employed by both sides of the fence are shit. Rarely, I go there now and if I do I am very selective of what I buy.

No one takes responsibility. Upper management ignores problems with NO RESOLUTION but will pass the buck. Blame is quick to dump on the weakest person, shit talkers, backstabbers, trouble makers. No leaders or problem solvers just gross incompetent managers, leads, and department heads who are the biggest ass-wads. I never went to Eric for anything but this last time the department people were out of control so I tried to talk to him and all he said was, "Worry about yourself". So I took his advice and walked out. Never said anything to anyone, I took off my apron and walked out. I didn't clock out either. Interestingly enough someone was watching me because it only took Eric 5 minutes to call my cell. He questioned where I was? I replied looking out for me, just like you advised me. I hung up and felt relieved! I am DONE I DON'T NEED this shit!

TERRY FIERRO - MYER IS HALF STUPID NOT WHITE

I'm Half White, NO you're HALF STUPID and IGNORANT. A few people I've crossed in my life have tried to convince me of how they're half white but I know for a fact they are NOT WHITE, not even half. They're more than HALF STUPID. A woman I didn't know personally made this statement to someone else and we shared this conversation, it was told to me her race was Pakistan, and most of these people have dark skin, from the regions of their origins. YOU TERRY FIERRO ARE FUCKEN LIAR, WHY DON'T YOU DEAL WITH YOUR PROBLEMS? As for Pakistani people, you will rarely see a white-skinned Pakistan. As for TERRY, she continued to deny her own race, stating she was white. I once expressed that I was searching for words to convey the poisonous essence of the white race and how it infects the world. I'm still working on it but this denial is a perfect example of brainwashing and fear mixed together. 

DISRESPECTFUL CUNT WHO MEDDLES IN EVERYONE'S PERSONAL BUSINESS AND TALKS SHIT BEHIND FAMILY BACK. STOP ASKING PEOPLE FOR THEIR BIRTHDAY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO RUN EVERYONE'S PEDIGREE SHIT YOU WORTHLESS BITCH WITH LOW SELF-ESTEEM! GROW THE FUCK UP. YOU DON'T WALK ON WATER. AS FOR ERIC THAT WHITE TRASH LOSER NO ONE HAS A BRAIN TUMOR AND LIVES FOR 15 YEARS!

Some people spend their lives being scared denying who they are and denying where they come from because of trauma and experiences they're unwilling to speak on. In the State of Idaho, too many white people have violently expressed their RACISM and a lot of this started when TRUMP began to stir the pot with his racist actions and his big mouth. Racism and abuse have always existed not just with people of color, although people of color have suffered the most. There is "white racism" it's just never spoken of, the "holocaust" is an example, and what Putin has done in Ukraine is another example. Look back on history and you can find every war that has occurred around the world, of course, men of all races in Government are guilty of MURDERING PEOPLE AND CHILDREN FOR MONETARY GAIN. FACEBOOK IS GUILTY OF CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY but that doesn't bother Terry Fierro Mayer, who lives in Idaho works on a farm, and struggles to sell car insurance for Farmers. I've known Terry all my life unfortunately she's a relative and a disrespectful cunt. At this point, I have nothing good to say about her other than the lies she tells and the shit that comes out of her mouth. The last time I spoke with her after Todd died was the icing on the cake. I didn't want anything from her I just needed a friend to talk to at the time, but I won't forget what she said and her disrespectful shit attitude ending our conversation of how she believes in her sick mind she is "HALF WHITE". Terry goes above and beyond defending the white race, it doesn't matter she's been subjected to racism and abuse from white people while living most of her life in Idaho, she still defends them believing she is "half white". I'm here to take a stand and provide a true statement. Terry Fierro Mayer is not "half white", she is Mexican and Hawaiian. I should know her dad was my second cousin and she is my third, not anymore. I'm done with this shit! A few years back I read articles about the racism that was plaguing the state of Idaho and the local areas. Officials at some point stepped in to STOP IT, since it was out of hand with violent threats against people. 

There was a particular family who owned about 20 acres of land and it had become a "cult" a racist cult against anyone who wasn't white and their mindset was spreading like wildfire throughout the areas. Eventually, the family sold the land and I believe broke apart which is for the best. Unfortunately, most people can't be stopped when things occur and cops are a pathetic joke who never do their job right. Cops are just as racists especially those men and women of color against their own kind and it's because of the "poisonous essences" intoxicating people, places, and things. Cops have fucked up attitudes and big egos that blind their vision. I've always had a theory about cops and why they go into law enforcement 1) coming from dysfunctional families so they can appear as the sane rational ones 2) personal abuse they may have been subjected to as a child. Either way, they're damaged goods like everyone else lying to themselves and living in a violent society. However, Terry endorses child molesters because she spends so much time on FACEBOOK spying on family members and people she has personal problems with. It really doesn't surprise me FACEBOOK turned out to be a CRIMINAL AND SEX OFFENDER, it's rather fucked up and disgusting Zuckerberg is allowed to perpetuate these sex offenses against children. I guess those who gave this SCUMBAG the GREENLIGHT must be participating in these sex offenses as well. I don't care if they are 18 years old, they're still children. Anyone who continues to support FACEBOOK supports sex offenders. Terry spends much of her time on this platform. 

What I find bothersome about her behavior is her being a fucken hypocrite, whatever problems she's had with certain people she once expressed to me she doesn't talk to anymore, that's fine but oddly she makes it her business to know everything they're doing at every given moment, where they live and where the work. She will ask you for your birthday if you ever meet her and lie why she wants it? Yet her reasons are to rumble through your personal shit. Her loser boyfriend who lives with her helps to support her so she doesn't lose her house, he's cheated on her many times and so has her ex-husband, but she holds on to the boyfriend because she needs that second income. Terry is dedicated to being an Amazon employee when she needs extra money to deliver packages. While we're on the subject of Amazon and Facebook they're out to destroy the state of Idaho. Jeff Bezos doing business with child molesters, I guess he hasn't been caught yet. When I spoke with Terry last she assumed I needed someplace to stay, no actually I didn't but if I did, it wouldn't be Idaho, now don't get me wrong it's beautiful there and the land is really nice, but the toxic environment of white people infecting the land and air, I can get that right here in Los Angeles. See it's the white race that is the problem. 

Eric is a loser, he is the brother-in-law to Terry, and he married her sister a long time ago. When I first met him I knew he was a piece of shit, all of us were just kids at the time and Larry (Terry's dad) sold his house in Santa Monica and decided to leave to have a better life in Idaho and Eric attached himself to the family and never let go, he never worked a day in his life. If that isn't a burden I don't know what is? He's never worked just sponged off of everyone else and now supposedly he claims to have had a "brain tumor" for the last 15 years, right. Eric should call "Ripley's Believe it or Not", he could get a job as a side freak in the show. This guy is the biggest white trash loser that his wife has to support but he didn't have a problem conceiving children, I guess the brain tumor has its moments. The entire conversation between us started out with Terry and her smart mouth about how Mexican kids never leave home (neither do Armenians unless they marry). How do Mexicans have too many kids (so does everyone else) I saw a white woman with ten kids on YOU TUBE. Her shit attitude just kept pouring out derogatory remarks at me. I guess her college education didn't teach her much about society and its problems. 

Terry should win a prize in excellence for IGNORANCE, but she wouldn't be the only human stuck in the dark as many people fall into this category. Unfortunately, Larry his brother Daniel, and their wives have all passed they didn't live long as cancer took them, and their only son Daniel Jr finally left after much heartache. He left behind memories to go somewhere new where nobody knows him and I wish him all the best. Sometimes a positive change is to leave behind everything and everyone to start a new chapter with better memories. Some of the kids who are now adults have been left behind with negative memories and a broken family. Although I realized as our conversation continued Terry would now and then have something pleasant to comment about, but over it was not a conversation based on kindness. I've come to realize IDENTITY is important and most people I know or known of never knew who they are. Terry is one of them, she actually believes her menopause was during her 35 years of age. No YOUR DEAD WRONG!!! During that time is the MID-LIFE CHANGE WHICH CAN LAST UP UNTIL YOU ARE 40 years old. When a woman hits 50, she loses her energy and her body changes drastically that is the MENAPUSE STAGE! There are only four stages to life and it all goes by fast, people search for someone to spend their life with because of fear of being alone. 

Terry has many fears as I recognize we all do but to ground ourselves and face those fears takes courage. I'm sure a part of her is good, but her bitterness and ignorance encourage that fear to stay at the surface. She is not mature enough or smart enough to understand herself or admit to her mistakes, she's too busy judging everyone else as if she's any better. Terry left the responsibility to her sister to care for Ann (mother) when she was ill and died. Terry lives a few hours away from everyone else but always knows what's going on. There was something I realized after Ann lost her home that Larry paid for in cash as they had a beautiful home on ten acres of land. Brokering the trees since their lumber could have saved her from losing her home in back taxes. She could have made so much money with all that timber and placed the property into a "living trust". Her daughter Chrissie and Eric (the bump) could have lived in the home helping out. It's important to hold onto property your parents worked so hard to have, instead of allowing the bank to take it. 

This is what happens when a person is behind in back property taxes. The property goes into foreclosure but if you have the cash to pay the back tax which is a few thousand anyone can step up and pay the back tax, (which is a tax lien), in most states. The owner has so much time to pay it back, to the person who paid the tax but if they can't then the house goes up for auction. So those people who have 100,000 or 200,000 cash, can buy a lot of homes in auction very cheaply and pay the person back who paid the tax lien. What is left over the Government holds onto and that money is supposed to go back to the owner of the property (leftover equity). Most people never understand this and lose all of it out STUPIDTY. Those are called OVERTURES, in other states, other states call it by different names. Ann Fierro could have had that 100,000 - 150,000 in her pocket after losing that property but not one person in the family knew anything about any of this or to think to broker the tress on the land to put money in her pocket.  However, if you lose your property you have one year to claim the equity money called "excess proceeds".  If you don't the Government keeps the money!

Millions of people all over the world lose their homes and it all goes back to a fucken bank the Government owns. Daniel Jr did the same thing he didn't care after his parents died, he let the bank take their home and ten acres of land they worked for. In the end, this family has lost so much that NO ONE DARED TO FIGHT FOR IT. Terry is not as intelligent as she thinks she is. All of us learn hard lessons but there is NO EXCUSE FOR STUPIDTY AND IGNORANCE. YOU BITCH ARE NOT HALF WHITE SO STOP FUCKEN LYING TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE! GROW UP AND DEAL WITH REALITY, THE WHITE SHIT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE IS THAT LOSER YOU SHACK UP WITH SO HE CAN HELP SUPPORT YOUR HOUSE MORTGAGE AND WAY OF LIFE AND YOU FUCKEN KNOW IT! INSTEAD OF LIVING IN FEAR, GROW UP AND STOP JUDGING EVERYONE ELSE YOU ARE NOT PERFECT AND YOU'VE FUCKED UP AND MADE MISTAKES. 

YOUR SON SHOULDN'T HAVE TO KISS YOUR ASS BECAUSE YOU'RE STUBBORN AND THINK YOU'RE NOT TO BLAME FOR ANYTHING. IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE TO WORK IN A RELATIONSHIP, IT DOESN'T MATTER MOTHER SON - LOVER - HUSBAND, OR WIFE, IT DOES MATTER WHAT YOU ARE TO EACH OTHER. IT IS EFFORT ON BOTH PARTS. YOU ARE NOT HALF WHITE TERRY BUT YOU ARE HALF STUPID AND FUCKEN IGNORANT!!!