Since my life has changed after losing my man Todd Taylor I’m alone now, which is okay as I am tired and need to heal from everything I went through, but living in my car again is not something I planned for. I’m just grateful my spirit guides were speaking to me, to get rid of debt, this way I don’t have obligations. As my heart is not into seeking employment right now, but I have too. Speaking of which I was denied unemployment. Don’t you just love it when you bust your ass working only to get fucked by the state, which I am entitled to have from taxes I paid? Which in my mind is just fucken FRAUD!!! The entire TAX is FRAUD!!!
Yesterday after my daily work out at Planet Fitness, which is a cool place to be. I usually feel better after my 30 minute work outs, I was heading to my car and this 30 something Japanese kid, asked me for money? Wow, as if I grow 20 dollar bills out of my ass, so I gave him $5. I couldn’t afford it, but this is the story he fed me. He admits it was easy coming into America as an International Student and graduated from UCLA in film, but couldn’t get a job and now was homeless, okay I’ll buy that. I was too, but I graduated from CSUN, and I am not male. Asian people seemed to be favored next to whites in this country. This kid should have some work really? He could do all this, but he couldn’t make any effort to obtain a Cali DL, which I’m finding hard to believe?
Now the part of being broke and without a place to go I can understand, as I was in the same situation, but this kid is young and male, as compared to me I am an older woman past 50 and had a BA in Women’s Studies. It wasn’t specific. When you go to school you are broke, but my situation changed because I opened my heart up to Todd, which led me down a different road. And being an older woman, jobs weren’t as generous to me. This kid has a big advantage compared to me.
So I gave this kid information where to get good resources, but he was unwilling to accept it and claimed he didn’t qualify? How would you know you haven’t gone there? You can’t compare one place to another. Okay I told him, I don’t know who you spoke to, but you can obtain a CDL here, anyone can and they will help with many resources. Then he tells me, how someone held him by gun point and shot him, then stole his passport. Geez really? It gets better, this kid is 110 pounds he would have been dead.
Gimme a break, but hey he lived and no scars. Next thing I know he pulls out two cell phones and asked me to tape record how I helped him out as he needed the recording for the film industry? Yeah I don’t think so, I said, good luck and left.
This shit Govt. gives international students more perks than anyone else, if your going to fly to another country with no one to rely on, you better have a fucken plan. Plan A and B, not to end up in a bad situation with nothing, no job, money or a way to get back home. For the most part he had me, until he pulled out TWO cell phones. The immigration in this country is so fucked up with all these Chinese, Japanese’s and Philippine’s living here. So many of these young kids are driving around in 50,000 dollar cars, they’re just as stupid and spoiled as white kids. Hell most of the Asians have taken over Hacienda Hts, Rowland Hts, and most of Los Angeles County. Our Govt, gives students so many perks and opportunity with good jobs, they won’t even give to the people who live here. In the banking Industry, Sciences, all kinds of things, but he was clueless.
I can understand there are those who fall in the cracks, but seriously, if he said to me, it’s easy to get into America, Well then, it should be easy to get an Ca. DL ? I do wonder how some of these people are making it? I can’t help but think they’re committing fraud, especially when they have a business. This is usually how Asians buy expensive cars. Self Employed and Gov’t Loans. For example these gouk’s in Hac. Hts. own a crystal shop, nice stuff but, seriously over priced and yet the company doesn’t advertise the store at all. I can’t find them on the web? Isn’t that strange? So, it makes me curious how they stay in business?
Another odd business is a lending company next door to the gym and all the windows are covered up. I never see anyone ever go in or out the door. And the lights are always on. I’ve been taken by Chinese in the past, they will steal just the same as anyone else if given the opportunity. These people are no better or smarter than anyone else. Many small business and individuals commit fraud within their own business. It’s not unusual, this is why so many outsiders some to America, because they know it’s easy to get away with, at least until you get caught.
Everyday I see too many out of state license’s plates, even the Euro plates. I know people are hurting and the only jobs that exist are low wage shit jobs, but of course those always exist. It just pisses me off between the Asians and Pakistan’s buying up 7 Eleven’s, motel and hotels, laundry mats, it’s fucken ridiculous I feel I am being pushed out. This Govt, gives these people monies to start a business with no problem, they can get many advantages. Us Mexicans don’t get as easily! Why because the White man is a double faced racists asshole. Yes I am born and raised in America, my family is indigenous, but MEXCAN or Not we get fucked first!
Let me give you one example, this family I know was stealing from the IHSS program, which is to help those in need with caregiving, but it’s income restricted! This family owns a dental office, drives a BMW and the father was a lawyer, yet they expect the state to pay all expenses, as both sisters are cheap and don’t want to be inconvenienced caring for their parents.
So I reported her ass, especially after she calls me an immigrant and refuses to pay my rate of $17 an hour because she claims she can’t afford it. But she can afford the BMW she drives, no problem there.
My hair dresser is on ebt because she works on commission, but yet some 30 year old Asians are driving a Maserati? Unbalanced Society. Every human should be well cared for, but were not, because of GREED from the US Govt.! I tried explaining to someone once the money is not really, its all a hoax, but of course this ignorant moron couldn’t grasp money is a concept.
As humans none of us should have to struggle for a home and food, this land was created for us to play, flourish, love and procreate. The earth gives us plenty of food that we can grow, pick off the trees and build our own homes, but the White Man is the problem, because of their evil heart and selfish greed that plagues the soul and murders humans! Has now created the World’s Soul to be Unbalanced and for that natural disasters will kill the human race.
Frankly I want to leave Cali and move to Miami Florida, anyone interested? Especially knowing the Latinos dominate the state and the white man is the guest. I’ve been to Florida numerous times and I loved it, but now I need cash to haul my ass and my stuff over there and secure a place to live and work. hell, I’m ready to start pimping myself out. I need a boost now that I no longer have my 60,000 dollar job and my man is gone. Of course Prince Charming doesn’t exist, or does he? Well I am available and on the prowl, so apply where you must gentlemen;-)
It’s too hard to trust anyone, I thought I could trust people I knew all my life, but they turned out to be seriously Toxic and Abusive. Now I prefer to being alone, I just need to get back on the horse or become a dedicated to myself. As for these kids, I don’t know I can’t help anyone right now. I am barely holding on myself and nothing is getting easier, just be careful for shysters.